Wednesday, June 25, 2003

My Bones Kill My Flesh- by: unknown forgotten

I crawled out of my skin
Grabbed myself and shook me around
Told myself not to be who I am
Threw myself across the room and fell down

My body of flesh cried there in the corner
But my skeleton self was not merciful yet
I told myself to get my shit together
I screamed at myself until the sun came up

In the morning I consoled myself
I told myself it was all for my own good
Me, and I sat there in silence
Realizing it was all for the better

We looked back at my life
From what it had been to what it is
And all the distance that had been traveled
At life in general, and how it all matters

When all had been said and done
I climbed back into my skin
This time my skin was much tighter
Because I had shaken out all the filth

So if I resemble more of a skeleton than a human body
Realize they are not evil bones
They make me all together stonger
Instead of all my weaknesses making me softer



Sunday, June 22, 2003

Sad Sullen Melody Full of Defeat- by: unknown forgotten

Arrrrgh! I am the devil
And arrrg!
I am shit faced to the bones
The organs peacefule melodies
Calm my aching bones

Hail! to the sufferiing
I can't deny!
Until the sun is up
I will ultimately deny

There's nothing that will save me
There's nothing that will supply
The ultimate feeling
I have not inside

It's early in the afternoon
The bottles' got me down
Arrgh! There ain't nothing
To keep me from the ground
I'm falling!
I'm falling!

Hold onto the grasp
Of the three holy masts
One that brought Amercia to us
One that sank from my canons thrust
Third! can only tear down
These old walls

For the shitfire of heaven
Is upon us all

Cry!
Cru until the waters
Consume us all

Arrrrgh! I am the devil
And arrrg!
My bones will break
Something is eating
My soul away

This sullen melody
Of pain will suffice
Until I gain my bearings
Until I find true love

hold onto me
Keep me
Within reach
Embrace me 'till morning
When I...can see....

oohhh ahhhhhh!
oh ahhhh!
I have the devils heart!
Shadow's Calling- by unknown forgotten

Oh god!
Somebody help me please!
There's a shadow calling my name
Its black vines are wrapping themsleves around my throat
And crushing my lungs with ease
The darkness is absorbing me
The shadows!
Spawns of Satan
Corrupt and defiling evil
That pulls me in in the day
And consumes us all at night
The shadows are calling!
Black absence slithers into my heart!
God help me!
Before it devours my life!

Thursday, June 19, 2003

And Old Man's Despair- by: unknown forgotten

Every day
I rise in the early morn'
Each day I am less alive
Each day I die more

I must have an infection
That's haunted me all my life
For the normal toil of a usual soul
Kills me more than anyone will ever know

I'm withering away
Under the stars tonight
And the sun in the morning
Bakes my body, early cremation unsuspect

I have no thoughts, no soul, no joy
I live only because I know sometime soon
I won't be rising for the next day

This old body of mine
Hasn't seen the world
Doesn't know wisdom or truth
I don't know the boundaries of time
But that won't stop time from taking me forever away

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

3 Graves- by: unknown forgotten

There was three graves
Three men all the same
One lived, one died, and one is coming back again

On the left
Is a dead man
From outside of me
He used to live in my mind
He used to rule my life
But I left him for dead when I left that place

On the right
Is an undead man
From inside of me
A zombie that will never die
He's clawing through his coffin and digging six feet up
About the time I die he'll be set free

In the middle
Is an open grave
An empty hole in which my body will go
This living flesh decaying ever more
Inside myself, outside all at once
Living and dying simultaneoulsy with grace
Joining my past, and living anew
Two lives I've lived
And I've one more living death to go

Thursday, June 12, 2003

I Was An Evil Child, I Done Good- by: unknown forgotten

I heard of a little old lady who lived down the street
I threw a firecrakcer through her window
It scared her half to death
The next day I came back to finish the job undone
I tossed another through her window
And scared her all the way to death

The police officer came to my door
Talked to my parents for hours
Someone saw a boy throwing firecrackers
Their description was the same as mine

They took me to the station
Put me in a big ol' wooden chair
Clamped down the metal straps
And pulled the switch down

Electrocuted me for 3 minutes
Zapped my body until it was half dead
When they realized I was still alive
They snapped my neck instead

Those prison gaurds never said a word
Told the coroner it was the convulsions that did me in
When those gaurds got grey and old
The self conviction was so strong
They hung themsleves for being such prudes
Death's Helpful Hand- by: unknown forgotten

Death's head dove down upon me
Drinking my soul away
Down to the depths of hell it descended
And dipped me into the dire
Fire and fury flew all around me
Fellow beings flailing about in pain
Fearing the pain will never end
And failing to realize it never will
Screams were heard all about
Sickly souls suffering beyond comprehend
Salvation was their shorthand
And forever we will pay

Friday, June 06, 2003

Almost a year has gone- by: unknown forgotten

I'd like for you to lay next to me
Under the hot sun
And just live in what once was
Because it's been so long since I've seen you
Thousands of miles of distance
Cut my vision from you
Count months, count the days
And I miss you
More than you can comprehend

Monday, June 02, 2003

Today is tomorrow- by: unknown forgotten

I rolled up my sleeves
Then I took off my shirt
Preparing for the worst
This life always hurts.