Cursed Am I And My Wants And Dreams- by: the damned

I want to lie in bed
Ride mopeds
And be loved for the rest of my life

I want to relax
Take naps
Understand what life means

I want to run away
To anisolated place
And be near no one sometimes

I want problems to disappear
I want to no longer live in fear
And be loved for the rest of my life

I want everyone to think only good things of me
I want people to believe in my dreams
I want my reputation to be forgotten
I want to walk the streets and be free

Behind My Face, To My Back, There The World Speaks- by: the damned

I am very confused
In others eye's, what I see,
Is not what I imagined

I try to live day by day
And not worry so much
But lately it seems
That others worry for me
But don't tell me what they think

The world in which I live
Is a lonely one
Others won't talk to me
It's just the passing by
And the disappointed sigh
And a crack in my heart and dreams

Where is the place
Where I can openly relate
With people I see every day
And how can I show
That I want them to know
Without exposing myself
And making myslef look worse

She reached into my chest, and grasped my black heart. I oculd feel her hand wrap around it. She pulled and tugged, until my flesh began to rip. The only thing I could see were her eyes. Suddenly the pain stopped, and she was holding my heart above me. It was pure black, and black blood poured from inside it. Then I died.

And then I was reborn. Things were so much brighter. My stomach churned, and my brain spun, I did not know what to do. Though things were so much better than before.So I got up and went outside. And lived daily as I do...

You Don't Know Where I've Been...- by: the damned

The chaos
The confusion!
When will this world stop spinning?!
The dirt under their fingernails
The distorted views
Who conrtols thier minds?!

I've seen things
Horrible things
Do not make judgements for me!
My mind has been shattered
Over and over
My soul has been crushed
My heart is black as death
And my eyes see only red

I've been in hell
I've been trapped in a cage
I've seen the dark side
The wrong side
And I haven't made my way back yet
I've seen the right side
The 'fucking' good side
And all the lies there within
Don't jugde me
Don't pretend you know anything
You don't know where I've been
You don't know the shit I've seen

And the blood that can spill
And the tears that fall
When will this world stop spinning?!
And the devastation
And the damnation
We all will see it in the end!