At this moment
Exactly replicated in the far future
But before cars can fly freely
I will be remember what happened
And I will console you regardless of the latter
I will never be shot down

What is it that I am doing?

What I (haven't) hear(d)- by: unknown forgotten

I'm sorry to hear that.
I'm glad, yet further confused, to hear that.
I don't want to hear that.
I'm looking forward to hear that.
I'll hear from you.
Even better, I'll contact you.

I've never observed my own behavior.

This winter stands alone.

The future looks good
I am full of hope
I will I prevail
Here I am honest
God is my witness
Only if you believe in me

I am burning under the moon
And cooling in the ocean

Lady Temptress, Lady Doom, Lady Lover, Lady Could Lay Ruin- by: unknown forgotten

I ride to come home
Until then I will remain alone
Hear me now
Lady, now, hear me again
I am coming soon
I've fallen
And if you don't mind
Lady, I will stay down for this moment in time
I'm just waiting until you quit picking my soul for the gold coin inside
Even though you don't know
It's only wrapped with gold foil
And filled with chocolate inside

What's that, Lady, you love chocolate?
What's that Lady, you didn't even care?
Where this chocolate is 1/2 my blood
And if you still find it worthy to consume...

Lady! Don't trick me into joy
If you rip open my chest and tear out my heart
Let it be to hold near to yours
because in life that is all I wish

Lady, I will lay my life for you
As the Song of Eternity goes
"I will see you from this moment
To forever more and more."

Don't fret, Lady, I will be there
Forever more and more.

Sundancer, The Destruction of RA!- by: unknown forgotten

Quite often I wish I was always alone
To bide my time in the middle of the night
The sincerity in seclusion is rewarding

I lay on the gasoline soaked floor
It wicks into my clothes and I gag from the fumes
Oh, take me now oh lord

The knife cuts my finger open wide without my consent
The deepest red blood weeps slowly, then painstakingly
I squeal and nearly cry as it rains down on down on down

Dear christ, help me now
I've tasted the oil, it's on my lips
I've altered every point in my life to make it not spark

but "NAY!" you say
And instead you make every point burst to life
I cry out in distraught in the middle of the mess

"Stop the horror! Let my heart rev high!?" I scream in distress
Of course it will not pulse consistently
My brain cut off from the nerve center it so utterly requires

I run down the street at full speed weeping
The rain soaks my bare skin to a slough
"I will not give up! I will not!" my flooded soul determines

Slipping on a drain-hole I lose my grip
My jaw hits the ground first
What a dream as my life blazes before me

I predicted this moment many yonder days
"But you were mine, and I was yours!
Now, at this moment, we are neither!" I cry

In the darkest of all nights
My head is spilt upon the ground
Brains spinning, splattered, sliding down the hill

"Here I come, Lord. I am yours."
My body slides short of fifteen feet
And stops a brutally mangled mess

My story ends as the problem has not been solved
So many issues to be addressed that take so much time
Once I make an order for mercy
It will take a couple of weeks to arrive

I'd like to say things are worse then they are
Thankfully they are not
My naivete is my only guide
What else do I have?

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Look away- by: unknown forgotten

Unextraordinarily extraordinaire
There is nothing here more than the ordinary
This is not a place for the great moments of life
This is the day to day relapse of moments
Unextraordinary moments that are artifiicial
Look away, don't believe there is hope
Everything is inevitable
All that I've said before
I'm trying to avoid it all
Look away, don't trick yourself
If you don't you'll be disappointed in the end
Everything is inevitable
There is no reason to avoid it
But don't suck yourself in

It's Never Been So Loud- by: unknown forgotten

I never realized the music was so loud
Here in the warmth I lay down and go to bed
The lights can be bright or dim as night
Outside the rain is falling so cold

But in this place I am at peace at least
Until I realize the music is so loud
When there's someone else here
There's no reason for the noise to blare

Say, to keep me company I crank the volume
Perhaps, to lull my mind away
My heart hasn't skipped a beat in these lonely weeks
No palpitations, no flutters, no breaks

I could talk forever
And the music is so loud
I could never talk at all
And the music keeps me calm

You make me pleasantly uncomfortable and I like that
You make me pleasantly uncomfortable and I don't like that

Vagueness- by: unknown forgotten

When it's pitch black
I can't see the smoke
And after awhile
My eyes adjust to the night
And I still can't see the smoke

-------

You are the ex-confidante turned acquaintance
Like shrapnel you came from nowhere
And sliced me to bits
You snuck up and took my legs
And lodged metal in my heart
I swear that here in this bunker
With my last bit of strength
I will put a bullet between your eyes

You were a chauffeur
A delivery messenger
You delivered the goods
And in turn ended up empty handed
Forced to walk home
And watch the turmoil to come

You were the all seeing eyes of god
Who could foresee it all before me
You asked me 'why not?'
I was ignorant in the moment
I moved too late
I lost the reward before it was apparent to me
Your trouble is all you do is shudder
You are no help when help is needed

You were the silent voice
That never spoke a word
Yet you spoke everything when no one was looking
And I have never met you face to face
The questions you supply are answers in themselves
You were always there but never seen
And incredibly hard to ignore in your absence

You were the child
You stood on the roof late at night
Watching the neighbors come home
Betraying your bed time and conscious
Defying your parents whose conviction was strong
You tasted life and sucked on it
Yet you came around eventually
After you saw your friends taste life and snort it
And that's why you ran

You were the early stages of life about to end
Your words were nonsensical
You were about to develop into something magical
But infiltrater's smothered you in your sleep
Put a plastic bag over your head
And watched you asphyxiate
At that point you were irrelevant

You were in the middle of it all
You knew nothing more than I did
Yet you were the problem all along
You were preyed upon and left for nothing
Just a broken soul and a new look at life that was less than before
I didn't see you for quite some time
Now you're back and figuring it out

You were always gone and never around
We'd pass in passing and talk about nothing
You saw life differently and wasted not a moment
You're still so afraid to stop moving that you are dyeing
A slave to the world and you get nothing back
Just a moment of depression every now and then
And a napsack

You're the one who tricked me one night
but now you're gone and that's alright
You were the devil in disguise

Sometimes I forget who I am.
If you look hard enough there's a nice guy inside.

(infinity):1- by:unknown forgotten

There are so many people in the world
I've seen them
I hardly know any of them
They are everwhere all the time
You are one of them
There are so many people
I believe in a sort of destiny that brings us together
I've stood in the middle of the masses and looked around
You're the one I saw

The inevitable as the basis of everything
Life can be good or bad
As of late I have been extremely calm
My dreams have been guiding, distracting my fear
The life of mine has been eased into surreal
Not to say I don't worry
I worry of how to handle good things to come

Anglewise- by: unknown forgotten

Anglewise in the street tonight
Grinding flesh against man made mother nature
The world is hardened with a black top
and we fall upon it

Anglewise in my sleep tonight
Laying under the sun
On a sandy beach around dawn
You're wrapped under my arm

Anglewise in my linguistics
Sorry I stutter and choke
Hoping to speak with you
Walking away so cowardly afraid

Anglewise I reach to embrace you
The motion is unspecific and I retreat
Slipping sideways I back away
And anglewise I fret the worst