Saturday, October 01, 2005

I'm not sorry your own self-concious has kept you from coming back
But you should be crying for redemption because you've floundered so far
As it is, your heart is withered like a witch and you should be burnt
Turn around darling, there's much more to you than all this hurt
Headless Horseman- unknown forgotten

If I were stronger,
I would put so much fear into my truth
That no one would speak to me ever again
I would be fulfilled, triumphant
I would lie to rest at ease

But I am weak,
And bite my own tongue right off
I take harsh words and dig them in
Softening their blow by grasping them tighter
Failing under grace
And sleeping uneasy

Not because I have to
But because it's who I am
Scorching Earth- by: unknown forgotten

Where do we find wisdom?
Where do we find truth behind silent shoulders?
Treacherous words muttered under breathe,
Yet clearly heard in the ears of those knowing nothing but the less?
Where is decency among friends?
What makes friends shatter into acquaintances?
And contempt, the worst of them all, where is it born?
And how does it die?
How can it be killed without bloodshed?

We're sick
We're all dieing
And I all but cry every time I think about it
Yet the facts alone are insufficient
As I down another drink over the disease inside my blood
not even I can control my anger towards the seemingly unobtainable
The easy life, it's out there nearby
Think deep, think hard now
You, I, We don't want to know how to get there
We are much too evil to understand our own company along the path
Let us sleep easy in should be tearful agony
Dreaming of the oasis in the desert
Where we truly belong

We belong in the oasis
But in the desert we deserve to die

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Black Sheep Wall- by: unknown forgotten

Do you remember the potholes we spent weeks descending?
Diving downward for days all but in a moment of seconds?
Rough roads taking friends lives left and right?
Descending beyond the grave to transcend into light?
Supernatural condescending that traversed the ethereal?
Anceint technology overpowering existense and phsyics?
Power overwhelming, food for thought, and an invisible wall?
We are medieval man with a touch of lazer-guided accuracy,
Yet still unable to destroy Pluto.
We have so far to go before we are safe.
Worms that eat you from the inside out.
To death.
Waiting- by: unknown forgotten

There is a really slow moment that breaks the concrete beneath my feet
It moves so terribly slow that I have trouble really explaining it entirely
It starts with a twitch in the wrist
Then your brain starts to hum
At the same time your chests gums up and you cough
Alot
It really, really slows down from there
Then it gets really slow and you start to.
It drags on forever while waiting occurs
After the waiting which takes a whole lot of patience
And then more time
Something happens and it takes months to reach the finale,
And several years to end almost completely.
Time moves slow when the wind blows fast
Like sand into dunes
This is the end of that
And the beginning of those
lost in the desert
And lounging at an oasis
Glory