Saturday, April 05, 2003

I Should Go Away- by: unknown forgotten

I find
At times like these
That I am not really bored
In the sense that I have nothing to do
But I am bored with life
And am tired of friends
And no one loves me anymore
And life is too repetive for me

I want to get in my car and drive for hours
All across the world
I want to bask in the sun
In a sleepy haze
I want to ride mopeds
For the rest of my life
But mostly I just want to go away
And never see another soul
I want to venture into insanity
And die alone

Friday, April 04, 2003

Us, Them, and I- by: unknown forgotten

We can wipe you out
We can destroy your life
We can smite out all your friends
We will make you cry

We can burn all your belongings
We can destroy everything you are
We can take you far away
We will leave you there all alone

We can take all your thoughts
We can overthrow your fight
We can absorb all that you are
We will hurt you
We will not let you die

We can wipe you out
We can do anything we want
We can make you disappear
We will make you cry
Run- by: unknown forgotten

I stole the vision of another
I snatched her dream away
I ran until my legs failed me
And I fell on my face
I crawled much further
Until I thought I was finally safe
And held onto her thoughts
With all my embrace

Thursday, April 03, 2003

Like Crystal Complex Minds Shatter- by: unknown forgotten

My mind is broken and faulty
It does not process
All the time it hurts
And I can think of nothing

It leaves me all alone
In an absent space and void

As it day by day
Disintegrates and breaks

And it is always slowly winding down
And soon enough it will just stop
All I can do is wait for it
Then maybe I'll finally be free
untitled - by: A.H.

Helplessy hoping
Her harlequin hovers nearby,
Awaiting a word.
Gasping at glimpses of gentle true spirit
He runs, wishing he could fly.
Only to trip at the sound of goodbye.
Wordlessly watching he waits by the window,
And wonders at the empty place inside.
Heartlessly helping himself to her bad dreams,
He worries,
Did he hear a goodbye?
Or even hello?
They are one person,
They are two alone,
They are three together,
They are for each other.
Stand by the stairway,
You'll see something certain
To tell you confusion has its cost
Love isn't lying its loose in a lady who lingers,
Saying she is lost,
And choking on hello.
They are one person,
They are two alone,
They are three together,
They are for each other.

Of Daylight Turning- by: A.H.

Breathing in the morning mist
Only during the night
Breathing in- I'm breathing in you
Left with sincere silence
You came and leave
My daylight turning

Follow your infinite trail
Meet me at the end
Where daylight slips behind the moon
And I'll be waiting
Surrounded by softly swooning silence
To keep you

Stars become more beasutiful to me
Intruiging during dusk
Quickly disappearing
Faintly their shine falls into your eyes
Where I am drown
Only to disappear when daylight turns

I can't help but wonder
Where my stars end up
When darkness fades
And I can't help but worry
Where I will end up
When daylight slips by behind the moon
And I'm surrounded by the familiar sincere silence
And alone with my daylight turning

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

O' Cap'n, Me Faithful Cap'n!- by: unknown forgotten

Arrgh! And the devil sways me down!
A patch on me eye
A sword in me hand
I drag my pegged leg all across town
When I aren't sailing the high sea's that be
Raiding the imperialists and takin booty
I got me a whore and a pint o' liquor
I got me the respect of a dangerous man
For thats what I am
On my ship I be the second mate
And the Devils me Cap'n!
He guides us straight through the strom n' lightnin'
And though he's taken me eye and me leg
I owe him all my life, ship and crew
For he never let no shitfire fall on me an' me ship
And kept us safe in all them dark nights o' sailin
Arrgh! Set sails and head south! Deep south!
Satan me Cap'n, we're coming home to you!

Monday, March 31, 2003

Life's High- by: unknown forgotten

There are metal grated stairs
That climb high to the sky
And even the slightest glance down
Sends the mind spinning round
For through the grating
And below the heights
Is the ground from whence I just came
Trip- by: unknown forgotten

Once in a while
I lose track of time
And forget how I got here
I've seen the roads
I've been on them all
They all look the same
Stretches of concrete, blacktop
That some man layed with his own hands
Many years before I ever walked them
The only ones I can remember
Are the roads that lead to nowhere
Where that worker walked off the edge
Into the distance and uncharted lands
Where the sidewalk ends
It's just a massive maze
That takes you no place
Every destination is always the same

Somebody help me find my way back home
Somebody lead me back to the right road
Somebody who's never left home
Who's never walked on these roads
Who's never taken a wrong turn

Somebody needs to find me
But they'll have to wander out first
Leaving a trail of crumbs
Or get lost too

Perhaps I'll wander into another soul
Perusing these endless hopeless streets
Examining every crack, pebble, or groove
And following the signs
That lead back home

There are so many things
That don't mean anything to me
But I Can't See- by: unknown forgotten

The scene was beautiful
The air was still
The vision was enticing
But I can't see

You looked at me
Waiting for a response
You peered into my eyes
But I can't see

I heard the sounds of your footsteps
But you were walking away
I blindly reached out for you
You were already gone

But I can not see
When you look me in the eyes
Thus I can't know you're there
And take you by the hand

I can hear, quite well
And someone told me you had been there
You were trying to reach out to me
And it crushed my heart

I never knew you were there
You probably thought I was mean
I would have embraced you with love
But I can not see

Walk up to me
The next time I'm around
I want to look you in the eyes
But I can't see anything


But I Can't Hear- by: unknown forgotten

The sounds were beautiful
The air was still
The sounds enveloped all
But I can't hear

You called my name
You saw me standing there
You waited for me to turn
But I can't hear

I saw where you would have been standing
Though you had already left
I never turned around
You left in dispair

But I can not hear
When you call out my name
I thus have no justification
To respond and draw near

I can see, quite well
And I found the note paper on the floor
It was directed towards me
And it crushed my heart

I never knew you were there
You probably thought I was mean
I would have embraced you with love
But I can not hear

Call out my name
The next time I'm around
I want to turn to see you
But I can't hear a sound
Like A Shadow I Love You Still- by: unknown forgotten

Who are you?
Who watches my every move
Who stands where my eyes don't go
Who peers down upon my life
But you never make your precense known
I want to know you
More than I know myself

Where are you?
The one I am waiting to love
You're out there
I might have met you
But I was too late and you were gone
When shall we meet for the first time
And then be together from then on
I can give you everything I have
Though it may not be much
Just to hold you tonight
And show you my love