The Arbiter- by: unknown forgotten

He was deciding if he should wait for something bad to happen
Or if he should go ahead and make something bad happen to himself

He could make you run home crying
Or he can bite his own tongue right off
Clench his jaw harder and listen to his teeth crack
And sit back once again, blood pressure rising
Every muscle in his body throbbing and pulsing
Wanting to thrust forward to stop you from falling into another trap
Or he could make you cry for a reason

He was deciding if he should remain arbitrary
Of if he should go ahead and make something happen
No matter if it's good or bad




The Arbiter lay eyes open for hours
He was deciding if the means even lead to the proper end
Or if the end was worth the hellstorm that the means could bring in between

And if he had an umbrella that would keep him free from raining fire

The problem is you would consume the world if you could
Lay waste to all the pathetic souls this world holds
You would reach out and turn the oceans red
And my problem is that's what I love about you

The Ending Makes You Cry- by: unknown forgotten

If you think hard enough
You know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough
Stronger than I
Then I will be slain at the swipe of your claws

In the forest of blood
Can I look you in the face?
Where the trees cry for mercy
And the moon shudders at the thought
Of all the destruction that is about to be brought

I transform into a beast that is vicious and hard to beat
But you mutate into something that is unstoppable at best
You'd devour yourself if you could
But alas you feed on the the flesh of those that come close
Razor claws on your fingers
Jagged sharp teeth slimy with salivation
Protruding from your elongated jaw

If you think hard enough
You know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough
Stronger than I
Then I will be slain at the swipe of your claws

But if you think hard enough
You will know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough and dearly
You'll see there is nothing to defeat
You'll realize I won't put up a fight
And there you decide if I will be slain innocently
And there on that mark
You will or will not be held blameless

Syndication- by: unknown forgotten

It's like that feeling you get when you trip and fall on a stake
When you trip and fall on a sharp stake that pierces your rib cage
That pierces your rib cage and shreds your heart
And shreds your heart and you hang there bleeding to death
Bleeding to death and thinking about how you felt something before you fell
Before you fell you felt hands on your back
On your back you felt hands shoving you forward onto the stake
Onto the stake you fell and realized it's like that feeling
It's like that feeling you get when you trip and fall on a stake

Rerun- by: unknown forgotten

Please don't do this to me
Not again
Otherwise you will no longer be held blameless
I've seen this one twice before
This is the one where you push me onto a stake

[Obligatory Valentines Hate]

We're the Embittered/(ex-)Lovers- by: unknown forgotten

Twas a shiny raining day
Twisting clouds held in the cold
They held it down low, low, low.....


The day of broken hearted lovers
They swirl down together in a mass of loneliness
Clawing at their rib cages all over the world
Tearing open their flesh to give their heart to someone else
Well let me be the first one to say
Thank you St. Valentine
May you burn in hell

Sometimes in our lives
We all have pain
But you, St. Valentine
Make it so much worse
So much harder
You make us realize once again
That we have no one that loves us
We live alone in our cold rooms
Sucking on each and every last breath
In the dark with the lights off
Crying ourselves to sleep
So fuck you St. Valentine
May you burn in hell

This sullen day of lonely lovers
So much love to give with nowhere to go
We've got nobody to lean on
When we're not strong
Our hearts pump when we meet eyes from across the room
The blood pulses through our minds and makes us weak
And our hearts break easier every time we go home alone
We get so lonely, we could die
So FUCK YOU St. Valentine
May you burn in hell

Gifts and affection spread across the land
The population wreaks of cuddling and kisses
And sex and another corporate christmas
The day of love
What the fuck does it mean?
Well fuck you St. Valentine

I receive no love, and I've no love to give
I stare motionless out the window at the world
There's no red paper hearts on the glass
There's no Valentines card in my hand
There's no lover waiting in the other room
There's no flowers or candy or affection
There's no love inside this cold heart
It all froze into bitterness and long nights of painful contemplation
Well, St. Valentine, let me be the first to say,
But definitely not the last
Fuck you, and fuck valentines day
May you burn in hell you son of a bitch



[2/14/2004]

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