Why am I still awake?

The Unconquered Wolf- by: the damned

Writhe from the middle
Devour the insides
Destroy everything
Corrupt your mind

I reach into my black heart
And what do I find?
A terrible misfortune
That I am part of mankind

Burning the fields
Shooting at the crows
My back turned
From the wolves crouching low

The unconquered wolf!
His teeth gnarl as he growls
Summoned straight from hell
To kill me and devour my soul

Upon my corpse he stands proud
Bearing the sword of justice in his jaw
Severing the collar of slavery about his neck
Crushing the crown of monarchy with his paw

I writhe from the middle
My insides devoured
I am destroyed
I am of free mind

The wolf peers into my black heart
And what does he find?
The evil he tasted
Was of his same kind

Fuck valentines day.

Goodnight cruel world...

I haven't been able to write
There is an absence of purpose
A lack of thoughts and words
There is a brick wall in front of me
I can think of nothing to say
I hate it when this happens
So I'll keep waiting
And hope I can once again
Write this worthless stuff that nobody sees

nothing has changed. nothing is new. everything is the exactly the same. every day is like the rest.

or things are changing so slowly that i can't notice.

I have an ever present feeling of discomfort and unsatisfaction.

Well sonofabitch, the mohawk has got to go. Need a job. Jobs suck, mohawks rule. Either tonight or tomorrow it's saying its last goodbyes. But im staying optimistic. It WILL be back. Bastard ass society and their lame fucking standards for deceny. Its just a haircut. But no, its deemed unsuitable because its 'different.' Fuucckk!!!!!! Hot damn, I'm going to miss it.