Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Electric Black Death- by: the damned

Black death
Technology has contracted black death
It came from far away
But has made it's way through the wires
Damn the worldwide web
Forget the future
It will rule you
When wires enter your brain
And work their way under your fingernails
As software becomes outdated
So will we
As we contract black death
So will technology

My computer is dead....
Down- by: the damned

He got
Knocked down
Down
Far down

He couldn't reach the hand
The hand that reached down
Down
Far down

He withered away
The sun was down
Down
Too far down

No! No!
Not down!
Down
Not down

No!

I don't want to go
I don't want to go down
Not down

Could they catch him?
I need to know
No
He was too far down
Down
Far down

Catch me
I don't want to go down
Down
Far down

Monday, November 11, 2002

Oh, such harsh words
Such peircing thoughts
From where do they come
Defiant words appear
Rebelious manifestos
Will it ever make any sense
In anyone's head?
We Do Matter- by: the damned

And so things go
And alike we stumble around
Day after day

Filtering out the lgiht
Of what is reality
Converging truth and fiction
Trying to believe what is not real
And pretending what is does not exist
Holding hands together
To make the next step
To think we have a life
To think some things are important
Watch the waves
They move without us
Watch the sun and moon
They keep going despite our efforts
This next step I take
Will change the world
Not until we realize that we don't matter
that our existence is unimportant
The least of any matter
Not until then
Will we finally realize how to live
How to understand the world
Denial of self is step number one
Seeing all things happen
Is number two
Visualize the world without yourself
Then place yourself back in it
And live without
Notice for the faint of heart-profantiy prevails ahead, avoid if you please, it's your life...


It's My Fucking Life- By: the damned


Part I- It's My Death Wish-

So near the ground
Towards the corner
Yellow light

Along the pavement
Through the eyes
I'll die if I want to die

I'll fucking die if I want to
There's not a soul that can stop my demise
It will be fatal. it will be ultimate
It will be destined

I control my life
I make my own destiny
Damn the one who says otherwise
I'll die when I fucking want to

Curse the man who says I harm myself
Damn the man who says I'm going down
There's no way they'll tell me how to live

They're all going to die
We're all going to die
That is not the future
The future is what you do before that

I'll fucking die when I want to
It will be horrible
Bloody, gruesome
But I won't feel a thing
I'll be non-existent by then

So don't give me your healthy living bullshit
Don't tell me how to pass my days
I don't need some asshole telling me my ways
"Eat shit and die" I say to them

I don't fucking care
You'll die your way
And I'll die mine

I'll die when I want to
and so will you
I'll fucking die when I want to
With a knife in my back if I please

So fuck off
You self righteous pricks
I'm angry, down right peeved
Unless this IS your death wish


Part II- It's My Mouth, My Mind-

I'm using coarse language
Is that wrong too
Maybe you should try it
It works better than you think

I have no conviction
I feel no remorse
Then it must not be wrong
It's part of the language
So fuck off

Get out of your box
Your little brick house
See the real world
And all that it's about
And for god's sake

Die when YOU want to
Don't listen to some louse
Do whatever you want
Take control of your life

Part III- It's MY life-

I will be what I want
When I want
How I want

I will be the one who decides
NO one else will command me
NO one else will influence my life
I'll do what I want to
In the manner I please

Sunday, November 10, 2002

The Raven's Incantation Un-divine- By: the damned


Revealing the disposition
She awkwardly fell to the ground
Collapsed without warning
Died without making a sound

Blood trickled from her mouth
It slowly dripped from her lifeless lips
Her eyes stared forth towards nothing
But beauty still resonated from her corpse

Her golden hair shifted in the wind
Almost animate and still reaching out
Rays of moonlight crossed her face
It refracted off her now drying tears

Her hand was still warm
As I placed it in mine
Fingers so fragile and small
Skin so soft and turning cold

There was death inside her
But there was beauty still portrayed
Her body laid motionless
As wolves began to howl

A violent wind roared from the trees
And a raven crowed overhead
A black squall of clouds rolled in
An embodiment of leaves enveloped her remains

Fog summoned itself from the air
From the ground to the sky
And with a god-awful crack of thunder
It all disappeared into the ether

Her expired body was gone
I could not even sense her specter
On the ground where she did lay
Was a single drop of blood that remained

The air was silent
The night was still
My eyes filled with horror
The enchanted vision was over
And I ran home to her

Within the hour I was at the house
All the lights were out
The windows were all open
The blinds fluttered lightly about

As I walked the stairs up
My heart was charged with fear
I prayed to god for her to be resting
Sleeping silently in bed

As I drew-near the bedroom
I stopped before the door
My mind was taken up with fright
I knew what I had seen in those woods

I turned the handle slowly
My hand was sweaty and cold
It clicked ambiently
The door came ajar

A rush of icy air seeped through the crack
The room was dark and silent
My eyes could see only nothing
It seemed hours passed before they adjusted to the sight

Her sleeping body was not in the bed!
I looked frantically around
From a beam on the ceiling she hung
A noose tight around her neck!

I cried out in terror
Her dead body suspended in the room
I cried out in terror
Hugged her legs, kissed her feet

The raven! The raven!
Black feathers on the bed!
A single drop of blood on the pillow
But she had never bled!

Demons in the forest!
Her face was white as snow
Her eyes peered ghastly down
Like they were peering into mine

The raven! The raven!
Spirit of darkness and spite
Push back time, push back the wolves
That howl in the haunted trees at night

God of the skies!
Rain death no more
Scatter your darkened heavens
Let the moon shine forevermore, forevermore!