Life is short
Life is shit
And soon it will be over

I failed
Hit me next time you see me

I can't really do two things at a time

Even I regret when these eyes turn black
When you're waiting for light

underground- by: unknown forgotten

Terrorize the innocent
To convict the guilty
Show the bystanders shame
To convict the masses
All are guilty
All need to be taught a lesson

They call me anywhere boy
As long as there's another anywhere mind

The Seven Bowels of Seven Dragons Becoming to Man-

Deep down inside all men there lies seven dragons
They feed on themselves from the inside out
And out of their bowels flow torment and death
As is in the end of days we shall all pay for harboring the scaled beasts

The first dragon went out and poured his bowels upon the land
Ugly and painful sores broke out on the people
On all those who worshiped themselves

The second dragon poured out his bowels upon the sea
It turned into blood like that of a dead man
And everything in the sea died

The third dragon poured out his bowels on the rivers and springs of water
They too became blood
He then bellowed loudly, smoke seeping from his nostrils:
" We are just in these judgments
You who are, and who were, bearers of we evils laying inside you all,
because you have so judged when you do not have the right;
We have shed the blood of your saints and prophets
And we have devoured them, and drank their blood
As all humans have brought forth, for all are sinners and deserving of death."
The masses emerged from their homes, eyes blood red, and cried:
"Untrue and unjust have been our judgments!"

The fourth dragon poured out his bowels on the sun
And the sun was given power to scorch the people with fire
They were seared by the intense heat and they cursed the name of God
Even when they had brought these plagues upon themselves
But they refused to realize it

The fifth angel poured out his bowels on the heart of every man
And each man's kingdom was plunged into darkness and devastation
Men gnawed their tongues in agony
And cursed the God of heaven because of their pains and woes
but they refused to recognize how they had destroyed their lives

The sixth angel poured out his bowels on the great river Euphrates
And it's water was dried up to prepare a way for more dragons to progress

Then there was three evil spirits that looked like frogs
They came out of the mouth of the dragon
Out of the mouth of beasts
And out of the mouth of man
They transformed into false prophets performing miraculous signs
And they spread across the whole world
To gather men for the battle on the great day of destruction

The seventh dragon poured out his bowels into the air
And out of the dragon's caves came a loud voice saying:
"It is done!"
Then there came flashes of lightning,
rumblings, peals of thunder, and a severe earthquake
No earthquake like it has ever occurred since man has been on earth
So tremendous was the quake the earth split in three
And the cities and nations collapsed
The dragons remembered the faces of the very worst of men
Swooped down and engulfed them in flames through their flaring mouths
Every island fled away and the mountains could not be found
From the sky huge hailstones of about a hundred pounds each fell upon man
And they cursed each other
Because the plague was so terrible

(Inspired by Revalations Ch. 16)

Water- by: unknown forgotten

I drank so much water
I drank so much water I began to feel sick
It was supposed to make me feel healthier
So I drank more
I drank water until my teeth were cold
And my stomach overfilling
And I kept drinking
I chugged and chugged the clear liquid of life
I was going to be healthy
And that was the way
I drank water until it started to come out of my eyes
On my knees I fell over and fell asleep
An empty glass of water
And a tear stain on my face
It was going to be alright

Spitting Blood Revisited
Part II: Hit & Run- by: unknown forgotten

Next time I follow my intuition
I need you more than ever
In cases like this my life flashes before my eyes
Not during the disaster
But after I've gotten up bleeding and walked away
As I lay on the pavement checking for pouring blood
Feeling my limbs to see if any are missing
I saw you in my distorted vision
For a moment I forget about the disaster
For a moment I forget about the pain
The blood and agony is only second to your vision in my mind
And it all comes down to my intuition
My sense of self control
I remembered where I made the mistake
I'm sick of living in the retrospective
I shall speak free forever more

I need a hug
or a hand to hold
A pulse to set my rythme by
A heart to pace my heartbeat
A moment to slow down
Just sit still in peace

Flee From Me You Bastard- by: unknown forgotten

I woke up in the morning
Then I rode into a car
I looked down from the balcony
Then I saw myself sliding on the ground
I drove away leaving me laying on the ground
I thought about the future
And how it was at this moment
Disturbed from my previous wanted ways

I tightened down my pedals
Then I bent them right next to my bleeding ankle
He brought me inside and gave me drink
I wondered what the taillights were thinking as they pulled away from the scene
This is fucked what the fuck
I wish I had plowed into them
So they could see what happens
See what happens when idiots drive 4 wheels
Where were they going
Where did I go?

I wiped down the frame and left it was cold
Then I hurled myself and bike onto the pavement
For no reason but sure pleasure and enjoyement
Because, really, I really do
I really love destruction
and I really love being hurt

Trinity- by: unknown forgotten

Explosions in the sky
Tanks on the ground
Soldiers marching
I was the second one shot down
Third to die

My Own Grave- by: unknown forgotten

I've got this deal
It's called a dissappearing act
It's a trick, more of a trap
I fall into it
And am not heard from for awhile
I dug the hole already
All I need is incentive to take one more step

but really
while you're watching
I just sneak out the back
And don't come back

I am great.

I broke my last lightbulb
From here out it's only getting darker.

You love what you die for.

Forget It- by: unknown forgotten

Hey give me another drink
I'm trying to drown myself from being great
Hey put me down tonight
Smother me with a pillow and please don't cry
oh I'll be screaming from beneath the down
but after it's over we can all just forget it

We can all just forget
In the future we can all lose our memory if we try hard enough
White wash a memory we loved so much
Clean the slate and erase everything

We can all forget if we try hard enough
Just lose all thought and change the subject
Burn a hole in our brains and delete the thought process

We can all forget
We can all just forget
As easy as that
We can forget
But taking it that far
Getting to the point where we no longer want to relate
Has to be one of the hardest theories we could ever create

and in the end
I can not forget a thing

I am all wrong
When won't I feel distraught?

I want to understand.

The Ghost Heart- by: unknown forgotten

Tonight I turn the music up loud to drown my dreams

I like to drink before I sleep
To erase the memory of everything that day

'Nevermind me'
It's quite a motto
for destruction nonetheless
When redemption is all I wish to possess

Wearing Thin Before My Time- by: unknown forgotten

If you ask me once
I will say nothing ever again

If I see one more person pass by and entirely ignore me
(Such as is my existence)
Even yet, when I'm speaking to them
I'm going to break apart into the air so thin

Watching eyes and never do they meet
Stepping aside and watching everyone relate
How easily I break and dissipate

I wanted you there
until I realized the darkness and desolation I express
When the ground started to sink in
The heavens rained down fire
I was glad you were not there
But only to avoid the disaster that lie there within
If I had seen your face I would have broken
I would have fell to my knees
but instead I was lost wondering to make sense of the catastrophe