Saturday, May 01, 2004

Spitting Blood- by: unknown forgotten

Next time I follow my intuition
Sometimes I need you more than ever
In cases like this my life flashes before my eyes
Not during the disaster
But after I've gotten up bleeding and walked away

As I lay on the pavement spitting up blood
Feeling my teeth to see if any are missing
I saw you in my distorted vision
For a moment I forget about the disaster
For a moment I forget about the pain
The pouring blood is only second to your vision in my mind

And it all comes down to my intuition
My sense of self control
I knew I shouldn't have gone
I'm sick of living retrospective
I shall speak free forever more

Friday, April 30, 2004

Something Says- by: unknown forgotten

Where are we going?
We are afraid of our concious
Even more so our subconcious
We break easily
We're strong hearted weak souls
Weak minds that break under pressure

We are alive
Why don't we live it?
We are able bodied
Why do we always quit?

Goodbye to the person I'll never know
Goodbye to myself also
Chances are we'll never meet again
That's the sound of me hearing music
Hearing music as it isn't being played
I'm hearing different rythms and different notes
That's the sound of me inventing

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Scatter Brain- by: unknown

I couldn't remember the last time I was sane.
I don't remember if I had a clear brain.
I forget how to control this scatter brain.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

A Story About A Kid And A Wolf- by: unknown forgotten

Ears grow back, right?
Like taste buds fade away
Cheese grows mold, right?
Like that story about a kid and a wolf

Like that story about that kid
Who told that story about a wolf
Who ate the ears of the townsfolks
He'd sneak up and rip them off
Tear them if they didn't come right off
Chew them if the texture was right
And sometimes eat the whole persons head if they didn't come off at all

But the ears kept growing back
The white witch had enchanted the town
A curse that would always make the ears grow again
But the story was about the boy
Who told the story about the wolf

The boy stayed in a locked basement day and night
He stayed there and never came out
He was afraid of the wolf and his ear eating habit
But the boy himself lived on old cheese that grew mold incessantly

He would talk to the mice who dwelled in the basement too
They listened, or so he thought, but it was dark
So he had no way to see
He told them the story of the wolf who ate the ears
And the witch that made the ears never stop growing
There are dreams
There are dreams
There are dreams during slumber
There are dreams when we're awake
There are dreams for the future
There are dreams from the haunting past
There are dreams full of strangers
There are dreams with people we know
There are dreams with people we love
There are dreams that don't make sense
There are dreams that fill us with fear
There are dreams that make us think about it
There are dreams that make us want to cry
There are dreams that make us feel lonely
There are dreams that make us feel powerful and strong
And there are dreams with people we love
There are dreams that make us wiser
There are dreams that confuse us the rest of our lives
There are dreams that we never ever forget
There are dreams we remember several days later
And there are dreams with people we love
And there are dreams of love
There are dreams
I am sorry for you.
I shouldn't be.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

The Run Around- by: unknown forgotten

Keep running around me
And I might not notice you're there
Go fast, tell me you're going left when you're going right
Just stay behind my back
So I can't see what you're doing
Cause if I'm gonna get the run around
Then I'd rather you stay where my eyes don't go
And I can pretend I never knew at all
I'll forget anybody else was ever here
Keep running around me
Faster, I can still see you there
Turn into a blur
So I can blur my mind
Stay behind my back
So I won't notice you're there
Cause if I'm gonna get the run around
I would appreciate a favor
If you didn't make it so obvious
Running around where I can see
The Return- by: unknown forgotten

It was a damp gray day when he returned
The people were silent and waiting in fear
Not sure what was actually coming

He walked back into town alone
The dust rose earily under each step
The world was silent, the animals were scared
His hair swayed softly though you could feel no breeze

It had been years since he came around...






The children had heard rumors
About why he left so long ago
But nobody really knew the truth anymore
Most didn't want to remember

Some of the people wanted to run and greet him lovingly
Others were clench jawed and clench fisted
Their hands waiting by their 6 shooter
But no one moved, no one made a sound

He walked through town
His eyes were clear, but unreadable
He peered into those he recognized
He looked into those who'd only heard about him

He looked different. Maybe taller? Could he be a changed man?





What was going through his mind at that moment must have been amazing
Did he remember what had happened?
If he couldn't maybe no one could
It's strange the way people forget so easily

Was he expecting the people to react?
Was he just passing through?
Was he coming back for a reason?
Was he back to stay for good?


Then he stopped in the middle of the town
Everyone was out and silent
He slowly turned around and took a slow look
Just then a hawk circled slowly over head

No one knew what was going to happen next...
The Best Things- by: unknown forgotten

Why?
Because it's cool
Yes
That's what we'll do
Rock
This world won't know what to do
We'll rock
Yes
That's what we'll do
Hello Dearest Love- by: The Appleseed Cast

welcome home
her eyes know
mistakes you've made
the plans you laid

your love, it means so much
a simple ring, your fingers touch
break away, break away
your smile , your face,light shines through
burning truth, it is too soon to ignore

but she's not here
standing clear
in front of you
it's just a dream

times up, she's gone away
you had your time, but it won't stay
not this time, not this time
soon enough, you'll kill them all
every chance to break your fall
you're giving in

but she's the one
bright as the sun
stops you there
right on the stairs
and falling back
when stars are black
and stripes on fire
Sinking- by: The Appleseed Cast

I get the feeling that I'm sinking in you
Your hands go through me as I'm trying to
Think back on a better time
Like watching water in a rising tide...

You don't know me right now
You think that I was a man wanting to drown
Shaking words in my face
Pointing to all other things
That I won't wont resist
Pulling out my heart
And pulling one more drink to keep it calm

Cause I think I've worked for free
And this is all I can take
To keep going on
And going on
Going on

Monday, April 26, 2004

Whilst I Slumber I Am OKay- by: unknown forgotten

Can you hear me sleeping?
My chest moves slowly up and down
My heart is big and beats audibly
The stereo is on and playing love songs
And I dream

You're always in my dreams
All of you out there
Especially you
I live my nights in dreams awake
And it feels as if I never slept a wink

As far as I can tell
This reality is a dream
And my dreams are reality exposed
I can only hope
I can only hope

Sunday, April 25, 2004

My Mind is Broken- by: unknown forgotten

I stand no chance
I have no stance
I dreamt it all
Nothing I thought was real
Life is a bitch
I've lost it all to another
I never put up a fight
So often I give up and lose

I dare you, everyone
To look behind these black eyes
I can stare you down
These eyes never go dry
Nor blink nor distraction
No one will ever see through
It's not that I don't want them too
I surely do
It's that I don't know how to shed the tears
That clean these black eyes and make them clear