Saturday, August 09, 2003

I'm crazy if I ever met crazy. But not even that. Just lost.
I MIss You More Than You Know- by: unknown forgotten

i miss you more than I knew
I love you truly
I miss you

I dreamt you were not coming
One week ago
And I realized I cannot stand to miss you again

I begin to fear I'll never see you again
I lose hope that I'll thouch your lips again

Two days away
You should be here soon
But I've called and called
No response is ever heard

It has been 1 year, 2 months
So much lonely time has lapsed

Beneath these sullen tears
Memories of you are there

And I'm reminded of why I loved you
And why I love you still

I miss you
I wish you were here

I only hope that these words
Straight from the heart
Meet you somewhere
And keep themselves forsaken forever more
Dream's must be true....

Killian's Red- by: Nada Surf

I'm putting this night down to bed
'cause I was sitting at the bar
Hoping you'd walk in the door
That says Killian'S red
'cause I left you a note that said
Come on out and we'll both get
Right off of our heads
And float up off the chair
We'll go on vacation tonight
Under a sun of neon light
And I almost love this town
When I'm by your side
You woke me from a long sleep
And I'm almost back
Closer than ever
To finding the hidden track
If I told you the truth
You wouldn't like what I said
I almost believed I was dead
There'll be no more waiting
You're gonna melt all the ice in our heads
There'll be no more crying
You're gonna make it all better instead
...
I get secrets at night
But they don't stay
I get secrets at night
But they go away
I guess it's true... she's not coming....

Inside of Love- by: Nada Surf

Watching terrible tv, it kills all thought
Getting spacier than, an astronaut…
Making out with people, I hardly know or like
I can’t believe what I do, late at night

I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I’m standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

Only when we get to see, the aerial view
Will the patterns show, we’ll know what to do
I know the last page so well, I can’t read the first
So I just don’t start, it’s getting worse

I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I’m standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I can’t find my way in
I try again and again

I’m on the outside of love
Always under or above
I can't find my way in
I try again and again

I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you

I wanna know what its like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
I wanna know what its like
On the inside of love
Of course i’ll be alright
I just had a bad night
I had a bad night

Thursday, August 07, 2003

Rip my heart in three
One piece for the fear that dwells within
The second for the love I have for you
And the third for you to keep to remember me by
One day all I ask is we return
And put the pieces all back together