They didn't see my tail light
I'm dead

The Devil's Junction- by: unknown forgotten

What to do?
There's a devil's pitchfork in the road
Which way to go?
4 roads lie ahead

Necessity. Is it necessary?
Socialization. Something I should learn.
Point of interest. I don't know where I'm going.
Self-destruction. So easy to corrupt.

I can defy all laws of nature
I can hug the walls
I can go this way but I don't know where it ends
I can pass out on the floor and wake up dead

They're like friends that do their best
People I don't know but should care
This way is rocky, I can bite my tongue
Take no roads, build my own city right here

Bothersome
Seperatists
Uncharted
Selfish

Status: Discontent
Status: Weary
Status: Undetermined
Status: Unacceptable

What to do?
There's a devil's pitchfork in the road
Which way to go?
4 roads lie ahead

The Restless Age- by: unknown forgotten

I'll tell you this much
I don't want a cigarette
But I am losing my mind
So much as to say
That I feel I can't sit still
Like way back in the day
Before those times past
My blood is beginning to boil
It's almost time for it the whistle to blow

I want to climb halls and walls
Jump off ceilings
And yell out loud
I want to smile always
Emrace lovingly
and have an actual good time
Like when my friends were my friends
And we never had to be afraid

Notes to Self- by: unknown forgotten

Don't lie
Don't cheat
Don't smoke
Don't eat

Don't do drugs
Don't drive too fast
Don't curse
Don't be crass

Do sleep
Do hide
Don't be weak
Time is not on my side

Do love
Do keep safe
Do your best
Don't black out

Don't eat
Don't get weak
Don't ever move
Do sleep

Don't faint
Don't stress
Don't vomit
Time is only a test

Do sleep
Don't feel cold
Do rest
Do your best to remain whole

Starving- by: unknown forgotten

You don't want to know how I've survived
I appear to have faired well over the last couple weeks
But really I've been dieing slowly
But surely more everday
Popping vitamins for a meal
And sleep
Lot of cold quaking sleep
Isolation is the key
That's why you won't really see much of me
Until I figure this out
And things turn around
This time it's a physical fight
A battle against the human body with the mind
The only reason I've appeared to fair well
Is because I've been winning up until now

The Quit & The Demise of Grandpa Smokes- by: unknown forgotten

I said I would
So I have to
Dear Lord help me now

Today begins a new end
Tomorrow I must break ground
I'm doing this for reasons
I'm doing this for you
Help me now

Everyone under estimates me
This will prove them wrong
Jesus went 40 days without food
I can do that and more