Friday, March 14, 2003

Party tonight at my house!. That is, after i sleep, wake up again, go to school, edit video for hours on end, then PARTY! More details to come as the day passes, then the night progresses. Out of like the 80 or god knows how many people we've told, only 3 have said they can't come. Its going to be big. Im excited.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

My knee hurts, but i don't know why.
ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?
- Kory
2. What is your weapon of choice?
- dagger
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
- Yes, woth probable cause
4. How about of the same sex?
- Yes
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
- My dad
6. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
- Let go all but one

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
- work
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
- 5pm
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't:
- brandon
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
- I just don't feel good.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?
- Yes
6. When was the last time you got a good work-out in?
- months ago
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
- I turned it off and slept several hours

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
- country time lemon flavored powdered drink mix
2. Meat eaters:
- Prime rib
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
- 7-8 somethings
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
- no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
- no
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
- spicy
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?:
- yes

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
- 4?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
- about the same... 4?
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
- uhhhh.
4. Have you "done it"?
- uhhh....
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
- male: Eyes, hair
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
- No
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
- No

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?
- one
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
- any record store
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
- Buy the castle across the street
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
- Rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
- Most definently
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
- yes
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
- 2000+

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
- moved away
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
- nothing I know of
3. What thing(s) would you like to accomplish in your life?
- get a good job, buy a house, own at least 8 good running mopeds.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
-I can't even get second....
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
-no
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
- Yes
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
- Made an (literally) insane video.

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
- their money
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
- fuck if i care
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
- don't know, don't care
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
- Yes
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
- not really
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
- realizm
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
- fuck no
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
- LUST

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?
- none
2. What religion were you raised as?
- christian
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?
- human
4. Do you believe in magic?
- no
5. What was the last promise you broke?
- I would get a job
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?
- yes
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?
- No

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?
- no
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
- survival
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?
- yes
4. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?
- no.
5. Do you gamble?
- no
6. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?
- yes, moped riding in the freezing rain. Good times....

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support?
- none
2. What causes have you given money or time to?
- I have nothing to give
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?
- yes, it sucked.
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group?
- Hell no
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?
- When I can
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?
- I need the help
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?
- yelled at him

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of?
- failure
2. What did you do today that was really brave?
- went to school
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?
- Deadpool, he kills lots
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?
- I don't know, maybe, probably not
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?
- yes
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
- Yes
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?
- A lone rebel renegade

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?
- no.
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?
- I get the fuck out. Then they arrest you, send you back, fine you, and put you in jail for 10 years.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?
- Usually.
4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?
- I don't even care
5. What was your favorite media circus trial?
- none
6. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
- No

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?
- sleep
2. Do you collect anything?
- only cds
3. Are you addicted to anything?
- kind of
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?
- yes
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
- cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do:
- that was then, this is now
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?
- no

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know?
- sam
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?
- No
3. Do you take advice when it's given?
- if it works out for me
4. What area are you wisest in?
- pacifism inactivism
5. Do you drive defensively?
- Yes, you have to on mopeds
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage?
- well.....
7. What did you learn today?
- That this was a big fucking waste of my time.

Monday, March 10, 2003

I do not want to sleep but I know I must. I must cope with the fact that I am an insomniac.

My short lived weekend ended aproximately 1 hour and 35 minutes ago.

And my roommate refuses to leave the chair he has been sleeping on for the last 4 hours and go to his room because he is "comfortable."
Bombardment of Lepers- by: unknown forgotten

Faster than ash
My self-being disintegrates
Faster than cars
My soul melts beyond retrieve
For this unattainable something
I once dreamed
And the correlation between
Defies the manner itself
Because I forgot what it was
That I dreamed that day
Someone told me
That everything is inevitable
So I looked only towards that
A theory that has proved itself useful
In a terrible sort of way
And my mind is going
Faster than ash
Dust and soot that flies in the wind
Torn from its immobile state
And well, I don't believe a thing
Because there is no reasoning
Such as I know what I'm saying
But anyone else won't understand a thing
It was inevitable.
Submit.

It is all the inevitable.
A power that controls what it doesn't know
It sees nothing, feels nothing
Just takes place in between
An invisible idea
That plays out life
Uncontrollable
Undistinguishable
It happens underneath
Everything is inevitable
On a long enough time scale
Inevitability will take place
And cause things that you could have never foreseen
And bring what you’ve always been waiting for.
Submit.

Death is inevitable.
The end is inevitable.
Submit.

Sunday, March 09, 2003

So, a bunch of us were just sitting there, and these girls come up and give us free tickets to the new Willard movie, plus posters, rat stickers, t-shirts, and chocolate rats. That totally ruled. My geeky nintendo employed friend loves crispin glover. He was so happy.
I just went to a hippie party. Damn hippie monster communes. It was pretty fun actually. As I say, "hippies are peaceful people." I was playing the piano, then this curly fro hippie guy comes up, and starts playing. Yeah, so he's been playing for sixteen years! Then it smelled like herbs. And people were everywhere, and I don't know who even lived there. boy howdy, good times, damn good times. and its really late, 4:42am. I'm gonna sleep for a long time.