Saturday, November 27, 2004

But what do I know?
A Fox And A Wolf- by: unknown forgotten

I'm sorry I didn't see you
I'm sorry I missed you today

Tomorrow and the morrow will always will a way
I feel the lack of life that I have survived

Do not despair for the distant
Only time will tell the fortune
Of the world spinning unbeknownst to man

There's a phantom on my shoulder
He's kept me straight until the dawn
And you praying from a distance
From your own home
Where I wish I was visiting instead

Next time I see your heart
Next time you grant me that chance
I will blossom it
I will try my best at least

As my dreams tell me
It won't be enough
As my dreams tell me though
I will be killed by a fox and a wolf

Friday, November 26, 2004

I had a dream it all came together
Something was happening
Waiting for what I don't believe in
Lioness- by: unknown forgotten

Your claws hit me at such high intensity
That I plunged backwards through the ground
The earth moved away as I sank through the dirt
And the grave we created held me still for sometime
The scars of your claws rest upon my brow and cheek
The wounds wept water for hours until the blood clogged the pores
At that point I was dead

You had looked down at the horror you just made
And though I couldn't see out of my swollen eyes
Or up from the deep dark hole in which I lied
I think you were crying and calling my name
I asked you to lay with me as I was fading away
And you did and held my broken head
You kissed me several times and we embraced
Then god pulled you out from down in my resting place
And sealed up the dirt by making it all cave in
At that point I was dead
But I felt no pain
You made a cross and put it upon my grave
And on my lifeless lips rested my last word which was your name

Thursday, November 25, 2004

You are the reason I hate me
I am the reason I hate you
Against your best wishes
I wish you bad luck



I would rather not live in the arbitrary and benign

Everything is fine- by: unknown forgotten

You and me whenever you see fit
Everything is fine

You and me have never really talked
Everything is fine

I'm terrible at all of this
Everything is fine

You and me whenever we go wrong
Everything is fine

You and me in different rooms
Everything is fine

Got to sleep early and live to regret
Everything is fine

You and me and I don't know what to do
Everything is fine

Everything is fine
And I feel great all the time

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

You and me whenever you see fit.
And when I finally reveal to you
You won't believe me
Because simply saying so makes no sense

More or less
I know the score
Is this all fake sparkle
Or golden dust?

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

I am not invincible
Far from it
Weeping Scalp- by: unknown forgotten

There's a spot on my head that leaks puss
It's a giant blister not visible
That weeps all day and night
It's totally brutal
It's forshadowing of something
Or maybe a clue
It's got some really deep meaning
It's important like the meaning of life
But I don't know
The rest is up to you

Monday, November 22, 2004

Break My Back- by: unknown forgotten

I'm holding back
And I must contest
I'm afraid of you and what would come next
You don't know me right now
You might think that I am a man
That is wanting to drown

But trust me you are wrong
If only I wasn't holding back
If I wasn't a man afraid
I could move forward on and on
And on
And move on
If I only had the courage
Unnerved- by: unknown forgotten

I just want to talk to you
I don't even want to talk to you
I want to stare into your eyes for hours
G'nite- by: unknown forgotten

I moved my bed for feng shui
Now I sleep in a cozy hole
3 walls hold me tight
The empty spaces releases my mind
The sterophonics guide me in to the slumber world
A weight of blankets keep me warm through the winter
The darkness reminds me I'm alone
I lie tighlty against the cold wall
There's something missing still
I've got my down times
I don't have my up times

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Lay here with me
Fall asleep
And we will be
I remember when I was a big black liar.