Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Irish Indian- by: unknown forgotten

This is the story of a half irish, half indian man-

Once upon a time there was an Irish Indian,
He drank himself to death.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Hope- by: unknown forgotten

I'm cold
I'm tired
And I just want to go to bed
With you
But you're not here
These are strange times
In our strange lives

Friday, May 21, 2004

It feels good to know I am so vulnerable if one chose to test it...
I'm not sure I understand the meaning of this all.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Recall- by: unknown forgotten

Recall old glory
Money power and fame
Recall past lives
Money power and fame
Recall jealous thoughts
Money power and fame

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

rest assured my one true love
Named- by: unknown forgotten

It's good to know
A sort of reassurance
That I'd still rather be me than you

I can watch but not endure
And I live myself and persevere
I'm just so glad
That I'm not you
Bad- by: unknown forgotten

That's good.

Monday, May 17, 2004

ouch
disregard
hahaha
the mind path
and now
surprise
this is what you get to see
what you expect
and I thrive
WHAT !!??
cut you up and spit you out
Erased- by: unknown forgotten

You see what I see
What I hear
Stupid human scum
We destroy
Pull strings
Bang on walls
Work the world
The sun burns hotter than it ever has
And sears the flesh
Until we blister with hate
And unreleased hostility

Well once the morning rolls over
It brings the calm
I don't hate the dead
I hate the living souls

I could never
I would rather be erased
And sink into the quicksand
The sand I've always dreamed about as an escape
Passion for the forgotten
I'll forget all
But only with what is brought next
I Am Telling You What- by: unknown forgotten


The 10 count is in
And I've been defeated
And christ
You didn't even know you were playing the game

Well, boy howdy
It's a good thing
Because I've up and quit
I realized I've nothing to worry about
I've still got it

And damn boy, this ain't the time
Nor the place nor the convenience
I've got ages and ages
And well you, you're nearly up
Suck it down while you got it

I ain't worried 'bout nothing now
I seen I've lost
And christ
It's a good thing
Because I ain't per'pared

But hell,
Niether are you
You all flounderin' and floppin' about
Boy I tell you what
That's the thing I'm worried 'bout.

Saturday, May 15, 2004

World View- by: unknown forgotten

Did I fall off the face of the map?
Or have I been wiped out?
I'm searching for excitement
But I can't find any
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Let this fearless feeling carry...
It's either you or another
Fighting Tired (tired fighting)- by: unknown forgotten

I'm fighting the good fight
This tiresome is hard
But sometimes fighting it is the only way out

I'm not going down again
I've been there too many times
Sleep is for the weak
Stress is for those who can't put it aside
I'm pushing through

I've been down too long
It won't happen this time
Shit luck will not come my way
I will succeed

But love,
Love is what is missing
I could have strength of a million
I could conquer the world
If only it wasn't so hard to have that true love again

But for now,
I'm working hard
I'm standing straight
I feel like I could collapse
Like am about to break
But that's why I'm fighting
And that's also why I'm soon going to need you help

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Disconnection- by: unknown forgotten

I looked into my shadow
And saw my reflection
It was looking into a mirror
Where stood not my image
But a picture of my soul
Which slighty resembled your silhouette
When you're staring at my shadow
Instead of looking me in the eyes
What do you want from me?
What can I do?

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Hawk- by: unknown forgotten

Like a Samson from hell
My lack of hair makes me strong
Yet, just a little keeps me in control
Down the middle
Perfect balance, perfect aerodynamics
I am alive in this state
When I can realize I am free

Saturday, May 08, 2004

CHa Cha cha
Let's investigate
Iron- by: unknown forgotten

Iron!
I am fused out of fucking iron
Solid metal
Hard as hell
This body will not flex break or bend
Steel is for the sinners, the sacreligious
But I, I am fused out of iron
IRON

These veins pump salt water
And I still do not rust
I can break steel with my teeth
I am fused out of iron
Fucking IRON.

Friday, May 07, 2004

Blue- by: unknown forgotten

I think that's over
There's nothing for me to do now
Just watch you walk away
I think that's all that's left to do
Correct me if I'm wrong
But you're not even looking my way

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

I like to write my own will everynight before I die
And everynight I couldn't be anymore sure of life
Life Moves- by: unknown forgotten

It's the bright lights that does me in
At some point I'll step up
Maybe tomorrow

And then I stood up
Before I knew the consequences of my actions
And grabbed a hot light bulb hoping the burn would cure

I didn't hold on long enough to find out
But perhaps I shall find out tomorrow

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Don't misunderstand
I forgot all the words
I'm dreamer who can't follow through
I see visions
I think things
They are the truth
But I neglect to show them in reality
Prophecy- by: unknown forgotten


It went like this:
The sky was darkening
Like a slow moving apocalypse
We watched the clouds move like ashes blowing in the wind
The heart was pumping life
But the mind was dead with cancer
Each thought poisoned with death and doubt
I looked at you but you were elsewhere
Somewhere stranded staring into headlights
Or was it me?
I reached to pull us back to safety
I had seen heaven in those moments of fear
But a demon had just walked in the door and was sitting on my shoulder
He told me I would never win
I stared forward and the speeding car hit me
Your back was turned and I don't know if you shed a tear
I don't think you would understand
No one ever told me to look twice
No one ever told me to take the ball and run
Even now my back is broken with a rib puncturing my heart
Your kiss can cure me and let me walk again
But you walked away with them demon instead
And my blood spills from under the bandages
While the demon learns and licks it off the floor
Tell Me- by: unknown forgotten

It's like this:
I'm watching it happening
Though I find myself helpless
I see, I feel, I sense
Yet I am unable to react
I think I've lost
I think I've got it
But I can't be sure
And I can't tell the difference
Crumbling Liaison- by: unknown forgotten

What love lays beneath the surface
What love lays when the silence subdues
What love lingers under the moon

I'm always watching the skies
Thinking of something to say
But with nothing I return

What love lays on a down stroke
What love lays when nothing need be said
What love lays though no one knows it

What love we deprive of ourselves
What sincerity we deny when the moment is right

What love we fight for...

What love breaks bonds between
What love distances others
What love we conceal shreds the soul
What love we know not what to do with

Monday, May 03, 2004

Anarchy- by: unknown forgotten

There's a battle in the city
People are out fighting hand against hand
Any thing sharp or blunt has become a weapon
In this day at the end of all ends

I'm not the leader
But I've got a small clan
We're holding down these few blocks
Putting any trespasser and justice fighters down

We're a small group of renegades
There is no government now
We already turned over 3 police cars
And killed at least 23 men

We've set up road blocks
We're armed with whatever we can find
We have no stronghold
Just strong wills and minds

There's a wall of smoke and fire
Blistering from downtown
There are gun shots in the distance
And I hear a baby crying somewhere

I'm writing here to tell you
To leave a record of our presence here
Chances are we won't last long
In this uproarious hell on earth
But we'll die bleeding and fighting
To protect our family, friends and homes

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Either I have nothing to say
or
I don't want to say anything
and
I am conciously refraining
because
I have so much to say I don't want to get into it

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Spitting Blood- by: unknown forgotten

Next time I follow my intuition
Sometimes I need you more than ever
In cases like this my life flashes before my eyes
Not during the disaster
But after I've gotten up bleeding and walked away

As I lay on the pavement spitting up blood
Feeling my teeth to see if any are missing
I saw you in my distorted vision
For a moment I forget about the disaster
For a moment I forget about the pain
The pouring blood is only second to your vision in my mind

And it all comes down to my intuition
My sense of self control
I knew I shouldn't have gone
I'm sick of living retrospective
I shall speak free forever more