Tuesday, May 24, 2005

stolen

I don't think that we understand the things we say are not always the things we feel we need to think before we make mistakes that someday may end up killing the reasons why we did the things we had to do...

Monday, May 23, 2005

There is only not nothing in risk.
There is nothing in between.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

This day is over like drowning in the ocean.
The Nothing is Growing- by: unknown forgotten

The nothing isn't just inside me anymore
It's all of me
It's seeping out of the walls
Echoing off all the words we speak
I can feel it beneath my feet, quaking
I can smell it coarsing the air
The nothing is in the water we drink
It's in the clothes we wear
It beams down from the from the sun during the day
And glows in the stars at night
It wisps through the leaves of trees
It's on my hands and between my fingers
It's in the eyes and faces I see
It's in all the buildings everywhere,
Latching onto everything
It's outside the window as well
The nothing is everywhere
Penetrating deep into all existence
There is more nothing now than ever before

Saturday, May 21, 2005

It hurts me more than it hurts you
When I'm totally insufficient

Complement to the patience I've had
Please be kind

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Learning to Fly- by: unknown forgotten

The wind's blowing every which way
Step off the ground and release
We're not going anywhere otherwise
Use your wings
Micheal and Lucifer- by: unknown forgotten

Have you ever traced the ellipses of logic back to the center
Equaled it down to a perfect circle
Then narrowed the diameter, until all that is left is a single point
One single divine point that signifies only one thing
One thing that is the ultimate and single point that life is based on
The very dot in the very center that is God
And everything that surrounds it is nothing but mythology...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

This place makes me miss the silence.
7286 days in the making
Plus 559 days of contemplation
And it's finally out of my hands
Healing- by: unknown forgotten

Something happened to me that night
But then is gone
Now is nothing
And I feel unfased by everything
Not by choice, not by force
It just is
And at least it's clear

Right now is nothing
So what's next?

Saturday, May 14, 2005

The tables are turning so fast
I'm back in fifth grade
The world is winding down and you're nowhere to be seen
I'm quietly and sadly afraid of you

Friday, May 13, 2005

Tonight was today.
It ends here exactly where it started.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

[end scene]
nothing

reiteration makes it sound

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Forfeit- by: unknown forgotten

I am worn down the like the eraser of a perfectionist
Or the soles of your favorite old shoes
I am going to do nothing for awhile
I'm sure you'd like me to extrapolate
But there's nothing to say now
Join me if you'd like
I'll be where ever I am
Remember that
Damsel- by: unknown forgotten

I've bowed to a dragon
That I regret
I am not of the same kind
I can help you out
Little Things- by: unknown forgotten

I've been dreaming of healing
And other evil things that contradict what I ever wanted
And it's not me,
It's everyone failing my expectations while I sleep
That is to say, that I ever had some

Such cries and woes I succomb to
And you/they shatter into fragments of what I see

I have a new outlook on life that I'm not sure is okay
It has forced into a state of mind that is not at all afraid
Like Batman I want to rid my world of evil
But the little things that surround
They're the one's to take me down for the count
The little things you do

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I was more worried, but not for myself nor the face under my fist.
But that you appeared under the spell of the dragon

Saturday, May 07, 2005

People say 'crazy.'
Throw fists with friends?
I say preparing for the end of the world.
Knocking lights so you can escape quicker.

Friday, May 06, 2005

Run.
Why must I?

Thursday, May 05, 2005

The master of self destruction is the man sitting in the alley
So far gone he's talking to himself
I'm aiming for an insurrection that won't let me stop grinning
All we have is now.
An Illusion of an Oasis- by: unknown forgotten

Battery acid in your eyes causes blindness
And I can understand if you can only see half of me
My left tear duct is fused shut and it's hard to see, it's true

With no perception I can't really see past the first dimension
It's hard to look inside my third, and your second
But I'm trying my best to recognize

I'll keep relying on my rapid eye and unconscious stimuli
To cover my lack of real time perception
From which I lost the day I moved here
And haven't been able to see straight since
Trying too hard not to try too hard ?
Echo People- by: unknown forgotten

And after months and months of darkness
When the sun finally comes out
It evaporates our more difficult emotions away
Super heats our brains and leaves us smiling
And it's harder to taste what we were when the skies were gray
When we had something, or absolutely nothing to say
It is all melted away....

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Trying hard not to try too hard.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Such a smile you inflict on me.
Metaphysically- by: unknown

Who's ready for what when the shit goes down?
Who's ready to bounce back and attack the man?
Since when did we lie back and take all the shit that flies?
I'm screaming out loud from skyscrapers telling the work to relax
This life is soon over, the day will come to an end
The clouds will roll over our down trodden heads
Take heed of the warnings, the end is near
Beware of the fevers, of the mass consensus we hear
There's nothing more important now
There nothing more clear

For in the end we will see the fire
It draws oh so near
Taste the fury of vigilance as they burn down your house
Realize you've been wrong all along as the city shuts down
The nights are pitch black under candle light
The hum but only screams spread all around
I'll save you dear in your most dangerous threat
I'll protect you when the world does collapse

I'm tasting the world on the wind that blows tonight
It's smells of burnt flesh and buildings falling down
Draw near to me darling, I can stop the cinder blocks
Lie under me as I'm pelted with industrial rocks

The sun will rise again
The sky will turn blue
Just give it sometime
And the Son will come through

Monday, May 02, 2005

Something so true I can't deny
I've been a fool
For all this time I thought otherwise
Something so true I can't deny
The Ghost I Love- by: unknown forgotten

There's a Gray Ghost in my backyard
It's appearance resembles a dead body and it doesn't move at all
It's skin is drab gray, it's insides are fully decomposed at best
It calls me by name, audibly, terrifyingly, in the middle of the night
It's teeth are rusted brown, and it's head hangs to the ground
It's back is forged and molded from wood and nails
It is one of a kind

The Gray Ghost never trembles never fears
I went outside and looked right into it's soul
This Gray Ghost is still alive!
I grabbed it by the sholders and shook it violently
A taste of hate, a grasp of love, an embrace of pure passion
"Wake up!" I cried, "Wake up!"
And it still did not move
The moon light glistened off it's rotting face
And I could see it's soul wicking into mine
I felt the surge of power, a scent of blood flowing
And knew then that once morning crawls around
The only ressurection is able by the Sun
At dawn the ghost will destruct in itself
Only to be reformed into the living breathing soul
That it once used to be

The scars may never leave it
The skin and muscle may never rebuild
But god damnit, as long I am able
So I am until death
I will cut the Ghost open and give it a new heart
I will hear its roars of pain as it breathes once again for the first time
Watch the death filled smoke pour from it's lungs
And peer into it's brand new eyes
If I can't make it see again
I will pluck my own two
And make sure it lives better than I

For this ghost has been burning in a field all alone
I've heard of miracles, and if one doesn't come around
I'll force one
Showoff- by: unknown forgotten

I'm laying beneath the tire and earth
The wheels are moving, the vehicle is not
Rubber is burning and I'm burning up
Smoke is rising and I'm on fire
Smoking one last puff of toxic white before I'm launched
Engulfed in clouds the world disappears
Nothing but the sound of an exhaust