(Excerpt from) Summer In St. Claire- by: Brandtson

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Lying in bed wishing I was somewhere else instead
I've got to figure this one out
Just between you and me and God
Everybody needs some time to heal
Everybody needs like everybody bleeds
Can't we sit and talk about all that we've loved and lost and what it's cost
And I'll put on a show for you
Pretending not to hurt like nothings ever wrong
And you'll see right through me
And I'll be here for you
And you'll be there for me
And I'll feign strong
And you'll see right through me

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-Survival Mode-

There Is A Reason I Stick Around- by: unknown forgotten

When you don't feel fine
I don't feel fine

When you feel great
I feel great

When I don't feel fine
You feel great

When I feel great
You're not around

We're All Susceptible to Rabies and Mange- by: unknown forgotten

Like the dog that finally bit the tire off that luxury sedan
Like the dog that licked that beer off the floor
And went to town on all the cats in town
Like the dog that saved a boy from drowning
Like the dog that fought cougars and beers
Like the dog that howls to the moon
Like the dog that loves his owner
But is still wild at heart.

Like the dog that you are
You filthy son of a bitch
Your life is a wreck
You've got no friends no home
You don't even have a bone
Your unkempt, unclean
You live out on the streets
Striving to survive
Eating whatever you can find
Your pathetic and disturbing
Don't come near me.

Like the dog that you are,
Man's best friend.

Let's get thrashed

I think I'm going crazy
If you're going crazy too
Give me a holler
And we'll go crazy as one

Watch Me Go- by: unknown forgotten

Crawling out your mind is a hard thing to do
But going out of you mind is jsut dangerous
I seem to do it all the time
And it's just not right

Where am I?
Where did I go?
What day is it?
Who do I know?

The people I love don't know it
The people I hate I hide it from
I'm standing in the very middle
No emotion displayed
Where is my heart?

Imperfect balance.

Strange feelings come over me
When it's late and I'm alone
I'm sure it's nothing abnormal
But I feel lonely and cold.

And now I'm obsolete
No on really needs me.

Babylon was on fire
but at the last moment
I was pulled out from there

So that's how they do it
That's what I said
Yeah
HA

Careful now,
Those are venomous weeds.

And what happens to a man who never eats?!

Lies, lies.
There's something beneath.

Oh ouch.
The anger
The struggle to keep secret
The angst given with love found in the dark

Well that was no fall
But a leg lost in a disaster
An icicle from the overhang
Slicing!
Sliced me in half.
Limp leg.

Noxious We- by: unknown forgotten

This is the change
And the whistles of the cancerous childen
The spiders crawl on their faces
They can do nothing about it

Oh the thunderstorms drench our cold lives
With warm winds and night
Upsetting the nature of our depressing lives
Happiness, I say shall last no more

Tastless food and smoked cigars
A fresh of breath air
And all the citizens in their homes
Drowning from lack of experience and reality known

Well he cut my fingers off
And she bit my tongue
Now I'm burning up, I'm on fire
And hell's flames are scorching my toes

Beneath this paper thin skin
Is a soul longing for something more
Touch love sex emotion whole
Crazy deams that eat away the brain

She tasted something she did not like
Puked it up upon the tile floor
Soaked into the pourous grout
Stayed there forever and ever more

I'll Pry and Split Wood- by: unknown forgotten

Serious contemplation
I have a great big heart
And lots of love to give

And I'm beginning to love you
Time is making me stong
Drawing me closer
Time and time again

I thought I was wrong
I thought I could be right
I noticed you were beautiful
I took you up in my arms

I thought I was right
I found out you were right for me
Where had I been all this time
You were always just up ahead

And in light of it all
Time is turning now for the better
And I'm beginning to love you
I might be jealeous that you're not here right now

So when I think about it
I know just what to do
It seems we'll be nailed
Nailed
Nailed together for the rest of eternity

Nailed- by: unknown forgotten

Serious contemplation
I have a great memory
And good hearing

And I'm beginning to hate you
Time is sucking me dry
Working my mind over
Time and time again

I thought I was wrong
I thought I could be right
I noticed I was failing
You took up my slack

I though I was right
I found out I was wrong
Were I was losing ground
You were pulling ahead

And in light of it all
Time is turning now
And I'm beginning to hate you
I might be envious of what you have going on

So when I think about it
I'm not sure what to do
It seems you've got it nailed
Nailed, nailed
Where I left it not too long ago

I'm getting weaker
I'm wearing thin
I hate how obvious I have been

I lost myself in your eyes.

Your thought follows me like the echo in a cellphone
Except I know more so of what I say and how I do
And it makes me uneasy in front of you

At some point something's bound to happen.

I have two clocks on me.

Dinner is for people who have someone to eat it with.
Lunch is only necessary.
Though breakfast can be a lonely feast.

Tired of Waiting-

I always set my hopes too high too soon.
So I look to drastic measures.

This is our life.

Remember all those spiders I killed?
How I tortured them,
How I fed them to each other?
Well mankind is lashing back!
In cannibalism and venomous war.
They're biting me.

I can be evil too.

The Red Specter- by: unknown forgotten

I've been living beside the ghost
I've been doing whatever she told me
She pulls my hair as I sleep
And haunts my thoughts as I dream

She befriends and inhabits my closest friends
She manifests herself from an earshot
She's the one across the room talking to my mother
I taste, I feel the lack of the specter standing near to me

This is the broken heart
A tear that can not be fixed
A witness to what damage a ghost can do
Beware the ghost and the whispers in your ear



Drink your own blood
As she shares the infection
And sucks your heart dry

Somewhere along the line
Balancing on the trip wire
Tip-toeing acroos the tight wire
Crossing the finish line
Sneaking in the backdoor
Climbing up the rope ladder
Wearing all black running across the lawn
Gun in hand knife in pocket
Fist-packed kickass action

Thoughts at 30 Minutes Late- by: unknown forgotten

Sisters and brothers
I am drowning in my own worries
I am puking up stories
That horrify the young unintelligent

Brothers and sisters
I am failing at life
I took the wrong pill from the doctor
I inhaled the wrong executioners gas
The needle was not full of poison
The smoke was not to inhale
The powder was not an amphetamine
I am not cracked out of my own mind

The taste was not the fury
The lust was not love
The thought was not planned out
I can no longer recollect

Lovers and sinners
We have lost our way
Somewhere along the inland and ocean
We tossed our souls to the natives
Into a photograph
Onto the TV
The back side a of a magazine

Sisters and brothers
We have we lost our way
I love thee so dearly
Lie next to me
We will be okay
Lie next to me
We can make it okay

A Super Villian's Realization- by: unknown forgotten

Today
I am invincible
I feel stronger than ever before
I will crush your skull with one hand
I will make powder out of your bones

Today I am all powerful
I will take over the world
Because I am stronger
Because I am smarter
Than everyone else ever before
Today I am invincible
And today is the day I make my name known

Daylight Savings (Pacific Mountain Central Eastern Time) by: unknown forgotten

Fill me in
I've been gone for so long
Or so it seems
Out of the ordinary
I've left something behind somewhere in Montana

I still don't feel like I'm back
It still doesn't feel like I'm home
Just finished unpacking
My mind needs sleep
My body is sick
And I feel like it's about time to travel again


Fill me in
Bring me back home
I can't remember your faces
I can only expect the same from you
But tell me you remember
Let me know you know my name

what to do- by: Unknown Forgotten

Damned if I do
Damned if I don't
Damned if I do
Damned if I don't

Damned if I do
Damned if I doesn't

Damned if I does
Damned if I dont's

Damned if I does
Damned if I doesn't