Arms Outstretched- by: unknown forgotten

Tell me who you are when you are naked
Dancing around the room
Singing songs
Reveling in your privacy and absolute security
I want to be the replacement
I want to be the complement

Show me who you are when you lay down for bed
All your preparations
How you lay most comfortably
Peaceful dreams of what you want life to be
Include me
I can help you dream

Tell me who you are when you feel sad
Holding back the tears
All your worst fears
All alone and feeling lost
I want to be there
I want to hold you near and dear

And the Lord did not speak:
"Don't you think it's time to stop time? For real this time."
And the consious agreed: "Yes."

Think Last Days, Think Pain- by: unknown forgotten

We're all going to die
This is why I must insist

We're not going to last much longer
The sun will overheat
The Europe will attack
Man-eating plants
Poison you place on the edge of my drinking glass
And vica versa versa viced

The final wind is starting to blow
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Plains of boiling quicksand
Ocean's levels rising over our homes
Meteorites crashing down
The O-Zone need I say more?

We're all going to die
If that helps expain my impatience

Let's try one more time
And

I ' m not so sure but

I

hope I can


reach your extended




hand .

Negative- by: unknown forgotten

Chum in water
Tastes like my lunch
These miserable days
Everything looks like crap

A beater for a vehicle
An old moldy sandwich for lunch
A job that sucks me soul-less
Friends that hate my guts

A dangerous night
Liquor that rots the liver
So many smokes made of sawdust
I'm dreaming of brilliant things
that turn to terrible things
In quite a flash

Weak bones
Softer teeth
With a mind so brittle eye to eye makes me weep

Social turned anti turned loathing turned jealous
Love turned dream turned distance turned regret
Ain't it like everything else
Ain't everything the worst

"Thanks for showing me the absolute worst"
"Okay," I think, "I'm going home now."
Such a disaster I vomit once I reach my toilet
At least I have tomorrow and the same ol' same ol' shit

These people hate me
Granted I hate them
Such a wonderful world this isn't
Such a terrible place I curl up and shiver

Mud in a bowl is my cereal for breakfast
Sacrilegion is my vision for the day
Anarchy for a mid day snack
Totally fucked up shit to top it all of
And I think I have cancer
I think my lungs are bleeding
Woe is me.

You walked away silent girl
Rightfully so
Down the hill

I looked away, shifty eyes
And forgot all or so I thought
Staring at the sun

I am harmless
In all shapes and colors
I've heard that is part of my problem
Even at my worst

I hold this highly
I never want to progress

Hold Everything Near And Dear- by: unknown forgotten

Some poeple have too much
Some people don't have enough

I need to crack this back of mine
And straighten out my neck

I need to snap this neck of mine
And straighten out my back

To stand tall

Somewhere I lost track of time
So the seasons went by

Winter to summer
Summer back to winter

And I missed all the extraordinaire

I had the moments
And I wanted to stand with you
beneath the setting sun and the rising moon
But they passed until the next year
And my back is still tight and my neck stiff

I can't tell what you're thinking when I talk to you
You go into those silent modes
Sort of like what I often do

As I layed down for bed
My eyes rolled back
Into my head

And I sank
Into a deep sleep

Dear Mistress- by: unknown forgotten

I've got the lonliest drink
called whiskey

I've got this shit called
the conversation you regret

I've got the possessions
leftover

I've got the attitude
of a big meanie

I've got the lonliest heart
missing you

I've got roses
Red

The Hardest Winter Yet- by: unknown forgotten

Rejoice world!
The sun is setting earlier
Darkening our minds
The wind is getting colder
Hardening our hearts
The air is getting wetter
Softening our souls

Rejoice world!
It's that time of year
When we long for someone to be with
Someone to confide in
Not like the warmer months
When the sun was our only friend
And a lonely day in the park was bliss

Rejoice world!
Mother nature has us figured out
God has set out his plan
We shall fret and worry
Feel alone and unloved
Until we can take off our sweaters again
Unless we have someone to take it off for us

Instead of getting up
And going out there
And taking over the world
Instead of getting up
Clearing my head
And interacting with friends
Instead of getting up
And making dinner
And feeding my withering body
Instead of getting up
And finding you
And loving you
Instead of getting up
I'm going to stay right here.

Weary-

Somewhere out there
There's a place where dreams come true

All I can ever do is wait
All I ever do is wait

Speak now
Let loose

Am I always wrong?

-Survival Mode-

Dear God
That sound you hear is my teeth gnashing
I can hear it too inside my head
You've cut all my means of survival
You've nothing left to take but my life
I've fought to survive this far
Tasting every last crumb I have left
But now I have nothing
What else do you want?

Cracked- by: unknown forgotten

As I watch my cigarette burn out on the carpet
Its smoke scents the room of burnt hair and tobacco
Hand hanging limp, fingers still believing it's there
And I can't move my legs

As I sit perfectly still I can only will my eyes around the room slowly
The door is still moving in micrometers back shut after it slammed the wall
My ear is focused on the minute creaking and squeek between its hinges
At this point the smoke has finally made it to my nose

A tangle of distraught spins it's web inside my slowing mind
In my right hand condensation drips slowly down the exterior of a whiskey glass
My elbow tingles on the armrest of this old chair

The door is almost half shut now
At this point the cigarette has finally burnt out
My drugged-like eyes roll to the carpet burn and butt left behind
The black hole left is bigger than expected

In it I hear what you had said
In it I see you walking away as you just did
In it's black smoldered ash I sit frozen not knowing what to do
At this point the door has stopped, cracked open
At this point my mind has stopped, cracked open
And I can't move my legs

It's all okay
As long as your by my side
Look into my eyes
But good things never last
Goodbye

I'm broken and dying
Such a sad time
Keeling over in the midst of everyone's joy
Vomiting up my lungs showing a happy face
Brain melting every moment my eyes are open
I can't shake the shivers and the cold
Such a sad time
When I'm broken and dying.

Things going wrong?- by: unknown forgotten

Things going wrong?
Why are you so calm?
What if I could think inside this brain of mine?
These eggs are not hatching, they're rotten.
This seems like it is not going to end well.
I think that it's cancer.
Things going wrong?
Why don't you love?
What if I could break the door down with my foot?
There's no reason for laughing.
Watch out there's glass there.
Last night I made you leave me alone.
Things going wrong?
Why aren't you happy?
What if I was bright as the sun?
Something is on your shirt.
This is not what I wanted at all.
I think I'm going to ignore it, and sleep it all away.
That will solve it.

Don't you think it's time to stop time?

There is no one else around.