Negative- by: unknown forgotten

Chum in water
Tastes like my lunch
These miserable days
Everything looks like crap

A beater for a vehicle
An old moldy sandwich for lunch
A job that sucks me soul-less
Friends that hate my guts

A dangerous night
Liquor that rots the liver
So many smokes made of sawdust
I'm dreaming of brilliant things
that turn to terrible things
In quite a flash

Weak bones
Softer teeth
With a mind so brittle eye to eye makes me weep

Social turned anti turned loathing turned jealous
Love turned dream turned distance turned regret
Ain't it like everything else
Ain't everything the worst

"Thanks for showing me the absolute worst"
"Okay," I think, "I'm going home now."
Such a disaster I vomit once I reach my toilet
At least I have tomorrow and the same ol' same ol' shit

These people hate me
Granted I hate them
Such a wonderful world this isn't
Such a terrible place I curl up and shiver

Mud in a bowl is my cereal for breakfast
Sacrilegion is my vision for the day
Anarchy for a mid day snack
Totally fucked up shit to top it all of
And I think I have cancer
I think my lungs are bleeding
Woe is me.