Why is it that someone can want to get away from a place so bad
But in retrospect almost miss it
There are things you can hate
There are things you can love
And the new world is never good enough
A lacking of what was
An abundance of nostalgia
So change is harsh, weathering
Takes off a layer of your soul
Leaves you exposed for what you're not ready for
And I suppose nothing is ever good enough
It's heart staking...


Excerpt from Modest Mouse-

And all the people you know
They are actors

Well I'll go to college and I'll learn some big words
And I'll talk really loud
God damn right I'll be heard
And they'll remember the guy who said all those big words
He must've learned in college

And it took a long time
Till I came clean with myself
I fell clean out of love with my lover
But I still love her
Loved her more when she used to be sober and I kinder