I attended The Prom, Dear Darling, and Damien Jurado concert tonight (only because I ws on the guest list, fucking $12 otherwise.) And I became extremely claustrophobic. It was a packed house and in the midst of all the people I almost lost it. I had to stand outside for awhile just to regain my bearing. It's the first time I've ever felt like that. Kind of scared me. my chest tightened up, and my head spun. Sometimes I feel the most alone in a crowded room.

Tonight I am dying in a crowded room....