Is it true?

After i tear my soul open
After I rip my heart to pieces
Only trying to explain the circumstances
Just trying to show people who i am
My heart burns
Like i never wanted
And I wish I was somebody
I wish anybody cared
But the days go on
And I'm ultimately alone
People I know
I see them live on
But I walk alone
in the dark and shadows
In the unnoticed manner
No one knows me
No one cares
No one
I'm an irrelevant spirit
If i was gone forever no one would notice
If i vanished
Nothing would change
I want to belive that I am not forgotten
I can't even grasp it....



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What the fuck?
What am I doing
Does it matter the least bit
Does anything I do ever count?
Is there no hope?
Am I insane?
Or am I full of shit?
Is everything i think wrong?
I can't tell the difference between reality and my thoughts
I only know what I see and feel
And for the most part it's bad

Is there anybody out there?
IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?
IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?

If there is,
Please tell me...
Please let me know...