One Day, These Days, Every Day- by: unknown forgotten

This moment's worth nothing to me
Today I took advantage of the worst part of myself
I delved deeper into my insanity
And got lost in a big city
I broke down twice
The stress is too much
And it's so much harder
When I brought it on myself

Now lets take a different vantage point
And how can you see
And how can you not think there isn't something wrong with me
Every day drives me insane
Even though those thing to everyone else are mundane
I haven't shed a tear in years
I feel so dry, so stale
I just can't line things up
Or get them straight
I don't think anyone believes in me
They have no reason to
Not in success, nor in talent
Not even making it through the next year
Everyday feels like a horrible dream
I live it, then believe it wasn't real
That misery never happened to me
It was just a distant memory
And it's these things that drive me insane
They violently scour my brain
It's repetition that's killing me
It's repetition that's killing me
It's repetition that's killing me
Maybe tomorrow will be completely different
Maybe tomorrow will be exactly the same