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I like to hit walls
Every now and then
Wouldn't say I like it
But I hit them none the less

I like to use up all my reserve
And have no one to fall back to
Wouldn't say I like it
But it happens none the less

I like to breakdown
Late at night and all alone
And realize though I can fix this
I don't have the means to

I like to dream about the future
Of what I can do next to improve
But I never get there
I've a hard enough time keeping going as it is