Your time away- by: unknown forgotten

I didn't see your face amongst the crowd
And in my moment of joy
I frowned
What is it that draws me to you
What was it that caused me to distance before
Before I even knew
Before I initially lost you
I remember now
Twas a fellow fellow
And creates the awkward feelings
I'd like to know you more
but circumstances made it more difficult
More than I know how to cope
I'm so sorry you went away and in the end
in the end made yourself sad
I didn't intervene like I should have in the beginning
I'm sorry I failed
But what is this but nothing more than a lingering dream,
lost in the retrospective?
Dear darling,
even I would reconcile and wash clean
Even I would drop everything for you