You Ask Me - by: unknown forgotten

I reach that point where I become so abstract and non-informative
That nobody gets the jist of what I'm saying
Huzzah to that, don't get me wrong
You're confused and I've brought that onslaught
I am then thoroughly pleased if it is appropriate according to me
But this conflicts with what I'm really trying to say when it need be so
Which I should never really say for reasons that it has always backfired
Always, thus leading me into further silence and distorted interpretations
Altering the appearance to lead your mind conveniently astray
Unless there is a solid concensus and preapprovement on what should be said
without me giving the notion that that is what I would like to say,
but only with whom I'm interacting with on a one to one basis,
I will hold virtually silent reagarding any discussion that requires me express my mind and heart
In social cased I end up being the odd man out in the circle of several people
Thrown aside by my lack of words, and/or my lacksadaisical innuendos that are no more than common speach amongst people, that for no reason should be taken for more than it is, yet I expect it to be interpreted as an exceptional notion of exaggerated, yet heartfelt truth
Thus leaving me disenchanted, disassociated, and once again, not wanting to say what I have to say