Game Over Imminent- by: unknown forgotten

You can keep on fooling myself
But I'm learning
And if the rules don't soon change
And with what I've been seeing
I'm almost out of the game

Do you even believe in the ultimate game
It's called life and controled by God
He thrashes me all the time
Strikes me down but keeps me alive
I hope you haven't forgotten who's in control

I'm running around
Trying to flex the boundaries of what is real
And what is His game and what is yours
I'm terrible at reinforcing the truth
And I surely don't want to shame you
But don't use me ever again as a pawn in your game
Because if I can't ever win I'm out of your game and soon