This Hollow State the Smile Will Wipe Away- by: unknown forgotten

I'm tired of waiting in this hollow state
Always pushing aside what I want to say
It's pulling my heart
To feel not so dead
You know what I mean
My plans are always ruined

My dreams are true
But inconsequential when it comes to the truth
It's making my heart heavy
When I don't let down and obey
You already know what I mean to say
It's breaking my heart
To feel not so dead
I'm trying to figure it out myself

It's pulling my heart
To feel not so dead
I need an extra tug
To feel alive again