And Yet- by: unknown forgotten

The heart taker
Flesh and all
Dancing bourbon glass on damp grass
Falling leaves and pleasant dreams
Bottles of wine crashing down and splashing
Rampant run reminders of inconsistent memories

I change my mind in a moment and a flash
Decide to run, turn to stop, but merely walk past
Inconclusive and too much stress
When do I get to relax in this mess?

Not so much a mess
More so a test
Able ability or floundering flop
Can I hold up, do I have what it's got?

I've got what it's got
I've got so much, I've got alot
It's over my brow and I'm searching for air
But not enough to worry exactly quite just yet

There's too much good stuff holding me up
Twisting me around in a rather pleasant doll toss
And yet, and yet, and yet
There something I just can't
Something I can't forget
And yet, and yet, something I'll always regret

All I ask is my simple request
Leave me on my own tonight