To Tell You-

In my ideal world
I can free verse and speak out loud
In my reality I am tongue tied

Trapped brain
Anxiety cranking up
I wanted to tell you...
But I can not spit it out

I wanted to tell you...
No, not how's the weather
It was soulful and from the heart
It was something so very important

Hold my hand
Look into my eyes
I wanted to tell you of my desires

But I won't say that

Instead I will chit chat
Mumble off some small talk
Nothing that requires real thought

There is something glorious in me
It just needs to be set free
I can burn passionately and brightly

I can be what you need
Give me a chance I will succeed
But this is something you'll never read
And I am too scared to speak and be revealed

Tell me again
What I'm supposed to say
That'll make you stay
And love me everyday