Thursday, December 22, 2005

5 Fingers and Palm- by: unknown forgotten

My hand
Packed full of blood
It's cooling to freezing temperatures
Yet I stare at it as it was an ornimate

My hand
Packed full of blood
Boiling to extreme temperatures
Right along with my left one

My hand
Packed full of blood
Numb and sensless
I've been sleeping on my arm wrong

My hand
Packed full of blood
Numb and senseless
I'm dieing
I will be no more
CTRLALTDELETE- by: unknown forgotten

The withering catastrophe of a cocoon that shrivels up without a butterfly
Also compared to a snail stepped on unknown, with destruction denied
The blood of fellow men you fight to maintain
The blood of men unknown you strive to take
Just because strangers aren't family
Just because you've never sat and had coffee
Just because you never passed by each other
Means you can blatantly slaughter one another.

Monday, December 19, 2005

Gray Aria- by: unknown forgotten

I stand before the counsel
They want to trade my heavy lungs for un-forged steel
I'm gasping air, begging for forgiveness
Yet the harps don't sing near
Rather the harpoons are loaded ready to dive into my flesh
The rusty spears loaded I expect only the worst

The vote is taken and I am not worth it
So is the demise,
When 100 years later I will be Canonized
Declared a Saint for my efforts only then realized

Drink the blood off my sacrificial stone,
But it will only make you ill
The doctors, oh so many, will proclaim I shouldn't have died

I'm no Jesus, I pray I am not
Yet devout souls, all but lost, will cry at my loss
Shame be to them
So tender yet so wrong

My life ended
For no other reason but God's.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Vengeance Shoes- by: unknown forgotten

And after the after effects of the afterburner
That one pilot light that simmers deep down in my heart
Has wicked so many explosions I must say
"How glorious is life,
And living with a ghost."
Those big wheels that keep on turning
Too wide to fall over independently
Rolling down maintained dirt roads
Splashing gravel to the ditch beside the road
Digging deep into my body which rests lifeless below
I will taste the food you taste, metaphysically
Or die dead trying
Crimson shores of dead fish flooding the shore
Rubbing and rashing my naked skin
What a ditch, what a ditch to be left in

I woke up the morning after
Fingers numb and frozen over
They later were removed
I crawled to the road mosquito bitten
I asked for assistance by a passerby'r
And to hell with it, they stole my overcoat

Everyone will see the wrath of my comeback
When I put on my vengeance shoes
Tomorrow after my sight has come back
I will put on my vengeance shoes

Sunday, December 04, 2005

When I get lost
I go back to what I know

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

If your'e just staring at your walls
Then this one is for you
Divine Debauchery- by: unknown forgotten

I almost dreamed a dream for me
It didn't end up as I thought it would be
A classic portrayal of life being as it seems
But it ended up filled with ghosts
Those dead bastards, creeping their way up from hell
Their stoic heads turning slowly and looking around
I stood up an oblivious fool then fell down too

Now don't take my remarks, seek your own
when your dead friends come back and tell you earnestly what to do
I cracked my shoulder leaning on a wall carved out of stone
Then the wall cracked and my shoulder fell through

I landed in your shoes, they surely didn't fit
Nothing next to the vines growing on them were kept cool
Limb by limb I slipped through the cracks
They gasped and whisped like your heavily grasped breath whilst you sleep

I slipped through when I wasn't even meant to
And now I answer to the Dark Lord
Not to say I listen, what a weasely bitch
He must be blind, for he hasn't noticed my white cloak
I am exempt
White Barrel Roll- by: unknown forgotten

Where is the rest of my life tonight?
I'm standing lonesome, jobless, tired
Not knowing how to get it all out
When did I lose my sincerity for being outright?
And if that ain't enough
My bottle of bourbon is treating me rough
How can I be the only one whose time is come and gone
When I was prepared long before this was ever even thought
Such a shame, tastes like sour milk and sentiment
There's rough skies above and jagged roads ahead
Keep me in mind when I dare down those paths
My skin crawls at what I see below
I can only try to contrive thoughts into words
The valley I enter is of Fear and Danger
I'm sure I will relate back when I make it out of this mess
And dear Lord, keep me blessed...

Monday, November 28, 2005

Icy Sand Over Shore- by: unknown forgotten

The high pitch squealing of the old pounding hydraulic sounds
Such a train crushing forth
Drowning out the sound of my enemies walking

Footstep on yet another
Crushing snow atop loose sand
"Crunch, and Crunch," went the desolate land

There was a bitch that had claws beyond means
And enough of the tides washed open shores
To leave entry for anybody

So you grasp but the last of your diminishing glass
All to forgo whatever you may have had planned
The swirling heat twisting down you chest
Is more of a mistake than what you would have guessed

And as the drowning of intoxication comes frowning
You'll cry until your heart stops it's beating
And the last of life's gasping

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Best By Date Prescribed- by: unknown forgotten

Danger is only a test for those that can not emulate
Indecision and broken teeth
Fucked by the fist of monsters they themselves create

Dance this night ever so close to me
I can hear the wolves
I can hear the wolves

And now take my hand
There is glass and rain and flowers showering down
Is this downpour a surprise to you?

Old trains and older Indians
They told when to break it all up
They told you when to break it all down

And now you ask yourself,
"Why must I burn all that I love?"
Shimmer shine, found a glittering dime
Buy yourself something nice

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Insanormality- by: unknown forgotten

The skeleton Crow holding the divine ring
Is diving down into accidents involving car crashes
To disrupt any convenience we may have met

And such a sad symphony of relief when the cackling beak breaks off
The silent air, the compressed sound of a child's BB gun
Eternally murdering a sound that haunted ages, and I often heard

And one more time over the telephone will tell me something near
It will tell me longer and deeper than anything I've ever heard, my dear
So what is it when I take a simple, fickle release that allows me to escape
This is the last moments of my insane mind that I miss

Or should I look at bicycles go
Struggling so hard to move quicker when they never will
Chains grinding against sprockets merely powered by insufficient legs
I'll build a going machine, one that never needs to catch wind
Like the rest of the ozone breathing heretics

There are minds of purity and truth
There are minds of false prophetic's that lead to mere convenience
Shallow shits believe what's easiest to comprehend
Mobile by will power or super engineered work?
Can we tease the gods or are we biting their bait?
The hooks hurts something fierce
And the truth hurts because it's a toss back t0 a time
Even if not remembered, (we wish we could)
To another time
(To a time forgotten and unknown.)

Everybody I know will eventually break and settle down.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Black Socks- by: unknown forgotten

So you're standing around and waiting for what?
What a beautiful sunset.
There will be a time when the earth spins like a bowling ball
Pray to heaven you're already dead
Don't forget to wear your black socks

Friday, November 11, 2005

Look here.
Blue In A Plastic Bag- by: unknown forgotten

Bleed my eyes through your psychic being
Super powers unite and melt me down
Smothered by plastic bags
And fields filled with patches of put down dogs
Lungs collapsed and full of ether soaked love
The sorry sons and bitches
Poor old me
Your tear is a flower underneath the sun
What was it to lose me?
When you still get what you want
Like chopping wood
Timber never burned so hot, so good
Either we ignite or you lose me once again
What else is left
But to change your name back

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

There is God and then there is fucking nothing.
Everything that remains in the aftermath is of Revelations.
And at that time,
It is your own God damned fault,
For you were warned.j

Sunday, October 30, 2005

The only something is turmoil and nausea
Escape your lifeless cacti
All sharp needles left rusting

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Worn Down- by: unknown forgotten

It's cold and wet outside
Everything is sticky with dew and frightful to the touch
Low fog flows eerily in from the coast
So looming you can taste it's salt,
Not to mention the dead sailors it's captured over the years
The poor bastards

I'm drinking whiskey from a glass so chipped it could cut you on any sip
But that's of no matter
There's too much blood in my mouth already to encompass the bourbon from it's excellence

Cars drive by ever so slowly to avoid the police
They've been scanning the area lately,
"Smacking" down on crime,
Whatever that means.

Then ever once in a while there'll be a fellow that skims a curb
Or grazes the mirror of a parked car they pass
Fucking drunkards, you can see it coming a mile away
The headlights they emit cast an immediate notion of distrust.
Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me,
Maybe it's just the whiskey talking,
Probably, I don't know.
I couldn't tell you the difference it I tried, even if I was sober.
Maybe I'm just paranoid.
But it's been like this for awhile now.
Ever since my Lady Doll was taken from me...
My Dear... why did you leave me...?

Thursday, October 20, 2005

A Child's Brain- by: unknown forgotten

So is the same when
your eyes dry out from
solemn whiskey nights

Drowned out on the porch
smoking cigarettes and
listening to the jukebox

How far can we run baby,
how far can we go?
Until love takes over control?
The gods are fallen and all safety gone. And there is one sure thing about the fall of gods: They do not fall a little; They crash and shatter or sink deeply into green muck. It is a tedious job to build them up again; they never quite shine.
-Steinbeck

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

My Friend Glad- by: unknown forgotten

Stand aside Lad, and listen to my mumblings
They start with a story about a young boy named Glad
Now child, don't be confused, Glad was just his name,
That damned little boy was cursed from day one
Lil' Glad was ceaselessly sad to no avail and no end
And that's the story of the poor lil' bastard
From when he was born to when he was dead
You Don't Listen- by: unknown forgotten

And Death is near
He's eating dinner inside the soul across the table
There will be no dessert tonight

Don't tell me after that you didn't know
And certainly don't tell me that you didn't believe it was true
You don't have to, because that's why I told you first
And Yet- by: unknown forgotten

The heart taker
Flesh and all
Dancing bourbon glass on damp grass
Falling leaves and pleasant dreams
Bottles of wine crashing down and splashing
Rampant run reminders of inconsistent memories

I change my mind in a moment and a flash
Decide to run, turn to stop, but merely walk past
Inconclusive and too much stress
When do I get to relax in this mess?

Not so much a mess
More so a test
Able ability or floundering flop
Can I hold up, do I have what it's got?

I've got what it's got
I've got so much, I've got alot
It's over my brow and I'm searching for air
But not enough to worry exactly quite just yet

There's too much good stuff holding me up
Twisting me around in a rather pleasant doll toss
And yet, and yet, and yet
There something I just can't
Something I can't forget
And yet, and yet, something I'll always regret

All I ask is my simple request
Leave me on my own tonight

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Life in My Lifetime- by: unknown forgotten

"Talk," says the brick
And "Listen," says the sandman
"Tell us that the water is the wake the washes us,
Because watching makes no sense."

Battered and blown
Time forcing one into the other
Wasting precious time standing alone
It's all and above until we're straight to the ground
Washed away into the Pacific
Destroyed and more at the end of times

Forgotten immunity,
Fucking wasn't ever there
I'm facing face first to the ground
To the grave I've dug
Rip my hair out to retrieve me
And tell me that your lover is Life.

I'm dying for the end of it all
You're standing for eternity
Remind me there's a chance it won't end in my lifetime.

Though unbeknownst
I'm dead already
Hammering on an anvil relentlessly
To believe that life is worth more than dieing
And by dieing, I mean the end of the earth
All honesty put forth
Who can deny the end of the earth
Who can deny the end of such fruitful life.
I'm desperately waiting for Heaven and it's eternity.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

I'm not sorry your own self-concious has kept you from coming back
But you should be crying for redemption because you've floundered so far
As it is, your heart is withered like a witch and you should be burnt
Turn around darling, there's much more to you than all this hurt
Headless Horseman- unknown forgotten

If I were stronger,
I would put so much fear into my truth
That no one would speak to me ever again
I would be fulfilled, triumphant
I would lie to rest at ease

But I am weak,
And bite my own tongue right off
I take harsh words and dig them in
Softening their blow by grasping them tighter
Failing under grace
And sleeping uneasy

Not because I have to
But because it's who I am
Scorching Earth- by: unknown forgotten

Where do we find wisdom?
Where do we find truth behind silent shoulders?
Treacherous words muttered under breathe,
Yet clearly heard in the ears of those knowing nothing but the less?
Where is decency among friends?
What makes friends shatter into acquaintances?
And contempt, the worst of them all, where is it born?
And how does it die?
How can it be killed without bloodshed?

We're sick
We're all dieing
And I all but cry every time I think about it
Yet the facts alone are insufficient
As I down another drink over the disease inside my blood
not even I can control my anger towards the seemingly unobtainable
The easy life, it's out there nearby
Think deep, think hard now
You, I, We don't want to know how to get there
We are much too evil to understand our own company along the path
Let us sleep easy in should be tearful agony
Dreaming of the oasis in the desert
Where we truly belong

We belong in the oasis
But in the desert we deserve to die

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Black Sheep Wall- by: unknown forgotten

Do you remember the potholes we spent weeks descending?
Diving downward for days all but in a moment of seconds?
Rough roads taking friends lives left and right?
Descending beyond the grave to transcend into light?
Supernatural condescending that traversed the ethereal?
Anceint technology overpowering existense and phsyics?
Power overwhelming, food for thought, and an invisible wall?
We are medieval man with a touch of lazer-guided accuracy,
Yet still unable to destroy Pluto.
We have so far to go before we are safe.
Worms that eat you from the inside out.
To death.
Waiting- by: unknown forgotten

There is a really slow moment that breaks the concrete beneath my feet
It moves so terribly slow that I have trouble really explaining it entirely
It starts with a twitch in the wrist
Then your brain starts to hum
At the same time your chests gums up and you cough
Alot
It really, really slows down from there
Then it gets really slow and you start to.
It drags on forever while waiting occurs
After the waiting which takes a whole lot of patience
And then more time
Something happens and it takes months to reach the finale,
And several years to end almost completely.
Time moves slow when the wind blows fast
Like sand into dunes
This is the end of that
And the beginning of those
lost in the desert
And lounging at an oasis
Glory

Monday, September 19, 2005

Say- by: unknown forgotten

And sometimes, say, sleep is what I want
But the last thing I need
Yet there is nothing I need
And, say, when will the day translate my thoughts to reality
I Can Fly If I Want To- by: unknown forgotten

Sometimes the moment our dreams contort themselves into reality
We realize that the embodiment of hope is harsh
Such peace and melody between our earlobes
But distortion from there to the air is off the charts

Child, you will never be able to fly
Remember, that's what you always wanted
Running so fast you lifted off the ground
Soaring like a bird as you slept in bed

And that good friend that is now dead
He will never come back to say goodbye
His body is buried and rotting
Despite what dreams you have at night

This, being life, is not a fucking game
Dreaming is not the answer to our problems
Nor are dreams come true what we need
We need to look around, stand tall, and laugh our asses off
For joy is the best saving grace
Rejoice bitches.

I can fly if I want to
I can soar the clouds
Faster than any plane
Freer than any bird
Kissing the heavens with my lips
And dipping back into the atmospheres
Diving down at hundreds of miles an hour
I can clip the tops of trees
Dodge through phone lines as I please
I can fly if I want to
I can fly in the sky,
touch the cool midnight stars,
And be everything I can be.
All the in the hours of dreams.
Seal of Protection- by: unknown forgotten

Lost inside my own head for weeks,
Like spinning inside a mason jar.
No recollection of life in the larger spectrum.
And when I come out for a moment,
I can see the sky, and the edge of the horizon,
All the stars, and the infinite,
And all the graveyards.
And it scares me terribly.
That's why I go back in.
Going ape-shit like a fucking monkey in the rafters with a knife.
Quite a predicament.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I would be terribly frightened if there was no end to life,
If the sun never went away;
We all need time to rest,
To sleep eternally.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Hush Hush Lush- by: unknown forgotten

Watching you get knocked around and over in a hurricane
Based loosely on overpowering, gossip and distrust
I left you there with how you chose
Making all the choices whether they had influence or not
And there you are taking up the blow of the right hand blast
Laser guided destruction I deliberately sent off into space
Yet somehow it was redirected off of proper satellites
And broadcast right back down into your brain's wave length
And when your canvas covered wagon breaks a wheel and goes toppling down
Or when your canvas covered wagon goes up in flames from dried up (no)goods
You'll know where the moonshine molotov cocktail came from
And that will hopefully be of my own
Not satellite or supernatural flow
Just a fiery message to get off the horse and be real
Be whom I used to love and know
I've Forgotten Your Name- by: unknown forgotten

Find me dancing in the street
Ripped free of any cloth but upon the loins
Smeared red with sacrificial blood
Attempting to compensate for your demise
The blood is of your offenders for when your back was twisted
And for the writing you refused to read upon the wall
And for the arrow's whizzing by your skull you chose to ignore
The police are here,
But I have not yet successfully atoned for your sins
I suppose I knew this to be,
I was just trying my hardest while you appeared to do nothing

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Dangerously happy?

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Ransack- by: unknown forgotten

It's too early to tell if I can handle the trials well
No doubt about getting through to the end
But how I will thrive without my bit of chaos
Can I bring out enough grace to be trampled by the mob,
When they come for what they want so bad?
Can I defend the fortune we've fought so long to protect?
Is it so wrong for me to exist without what has been my blood?
Should I fight, or do what they say is right,
And give up the nonpareil that has so long belonged to me?
In the Exponential Hours- by:unknown forgotten

Well, if those aren't the words that drive me to drinking
Such shaky nerves I can hardly see straight
You might as well told me to have a drink for you, and for death
To engulf myself into a maniacal liver-splitting binge
Hanging down under the bridges and by the railroad tracks
Screaming at the urban graffitti about how much I hate 'The Man'

Then,
If those words aren't the same that instill the very worst fear
The kind that only sickness induced dreams can bring forth
Thriving off the boiling brain and fever
With the sane mentality disappearing ever so swiftly
Depsite the icepacks the doctor insisted be placed on my baking skull
Dreams indescribeable in words for such terror therewithin is enough,
Enough to make a grown man break down and cry and want to die

Then,
If those aren't the words that broke my back
And my knees, and my ankles, and my neck
Such a frightful collapse if anybody had been there
They would have thought God himself smited my very being with his Almighty foot
Curled up in a fleshy painful heap, arms flailing frantically about
Helpless to move or get help
Twists in my neck so harsh my throat is collaped,
Further unable to scream for reprieve, but also unable to breathe
In such fear of decease I stabbed a pen through my throat
And lay still as the pain caused me to black out

Then.
I slept well for the first time in along time that night

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I like it here.
Clocked- by: unknown forgotten

There was a very small time slot available
That availed to scrutiny and I could ablige
But it was not up to me to expel that sort of information
The Hands of Time clicked every moment and cut into my shoulders
And now I haven't had arms for years
Tell me everything

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Knockout.
It's where I go.
3,2,1, roll around the floor.
It's the black zone beneath both worlds.
It's where I go.
In the Hills- by: unknown forgotten

Cheers.
This flesh is bloodmoney, bloodlife
Here's to the drunken starvation
Under an emergency blanket
Partaking in necessity
Damn, it's so cold outside
And sitting still will only slow life down
We need to keep running
Sometimes I just need to keep running
Sometimes I just need to slow down and look around
Really it's not that cold outside.
Hot Out Here- by: unknown forgotten

Paradise out West, or East
Depends on which direction you come from

I could really use a drop to drink right now
I didn't plan for this dieing before I wake
And the stand before some solid judge did me no good
These handcuffs are digging into my skin deep
Oh, I could use a drop to drink right now
Way out here in wonderful Hawaii

The sun sets so soft and red
The bonfire torches behind my head
But the lynching mob is holding my shoulders
And I'm done for in less than a few moments
Way out here in beautiful Hawaii

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Who will count the loss?


Terror.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

And you're all here
Now what?
What do you want next?
Pow Wow Way- by: unknown forgotten

And, OR
My self destruction button has gone stiff
It used to be so easy to cause devastation to myself
Such a therapeutic release
Now call the night easy sleep
No harsh words or interaction to throw fists
I'd rather sit than cause ruckus
Or space out than interact in discussion
Voluntary sleep over passing out
Wreckless nights of tossing and turning over spent out crashing down
Still quiet boredom instead of utter self destruction
Devastation is what I want to self inflict?
Or mediocracy for simplicity in a black world behind little shut eyes?
If I could fall in a moment of destructive glory
Or if I could hide behind doors and miss that thing I called life
I know the answer when I drown,
and I'm alright in a shifting tide and undertoe
A Message to The 45th Floor, Office 12- by: unknown forgotten

Squeezing blood from a dirty whore
You're getting more wretched every moment
And your soul is dieing more every moment
What'll you do when you can't call her back?
So lonely on a weekday 'working late' at night

You soiled your brand new car
And your wife is asleep at home
How much money can your associates fork over
To cover up this mess and your quiet bank rupture
But they're way too preoccupied to even consider a compromise
Now you're neck is theirs and they're sharpening knives
They have the right
You broke their backs more than once, more than twice

Office doors and secure phone calls can't keep out truth
Lies seep like toxic ooze
You're done for
Boy, your children are going to be disappointed.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

we are not AM- by: unknown forgotten

Submit yourself into the submersion of being
Drown out the day and the future
Violently decapitate the past with an axe
Then sit still for a minute, make that only enough
And let this be the only time you stop living

Revel in what you have become
And why is it that you're there?
Nothing is absolutely no thing at all
Imagination is worthless to think realistically
Dreams are comforting but flawed and fake
Submit to every minute you exist
Where is the reason to keep going into the next minute?
How does each minute of your life separate itself from the next
Take all your mind capacity and focus it on existing
Take heart, here we are, all of us ever

We are here now
Our minds can not control what we want to happen
Our brains can not control what will happen inside and outside of us
Are we all so afraid now to then comply to the fact that we exist despite our actions?
We are smarter than that to smite ourselves and defy God
So we drag upon the land with heavy feet and downcast eyes
We will be because we are and can not change that
Consider you didn't wake up ever again
We never perceive that to be a premise tomorrow

We will always awake
Be it in our beds under soft sheets or in Heaven
Be it in the alley drunk or in hell burning
Thus we must submit ourselves to existing
We must be submissive to being
Otherwise, we have missed the point of living
We are not I AM,
we just are

Saturday, August 20, 2005

The extent of my capabilities for this definite moment have run out.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Brick Tunnel- by: unknown forgotten

I hate when I forget all the mysteries we love to ignore
And I sure hope I'm never stranded on an island because I'll grow wild
My endless bounds are held in premise
But I'm almost certain I can stand up to them all
Like magnets ripping boats apart
Or children growing way too old
How many ounces of oil can can the concrete absorb?
How far can the measuring tape reach before it folds?
Just enough to wash away
Just enough to reach farther than me
How much wind can wishes push aside?
I can build a structure stronger than it's insides
One with a cast iron door

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Pull Over the Sheets- by: unknown forgotten

No time to sleep
No time at all
I can sleep in day dreams desperately
And play with wild cats
Unafraid of their claws
No time to sleep
Too busy relying on idealism

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Mind racing.
Out of convenience.

Friday, August 12, 2005

Introduction to Black Powder- by: unknown forgotten

The places where time speeds up
Or intersections where wormholes exist
And the mishaps involving blackholes
They can take us away

Or the choir sings
And the fat opera lady sings
And the first/last kiss we'll ever engage
There's a danger of implosion that disintegrates itself

My blood trickles from my brow
It tastes like my enemies but slightly sweeter
And much more sour and such

As is the resurrection of ones soul
After it has killed existence to the point of distraction
Or something close enough to relevance
And there we forget...
Return of the Wrath of God- by: unknown forgotten

So many terrible earthquakes
Not to mention shockwaves
And a dissonance that made the peoples ears bleed horrificly

There were winged things and fire
Seagulls pecking out eyeballs
Bridges collapsed and souls defiled

Then there was reverence and peace
Sincere belief
We wondered if this was the end of all times
Or if it was a mad mind who was sick and fucking wrong
Ourselves too ashamed and afraid to comprehend the Anti-Christ
The inevitable end of it all

It's all I can base hope upon
Lessons Learned from the Future- by: unknown forgotten

Hello,
I am Mr Space Cadet from the Planet Future
Where you have no idea what to do
No consciousness because you haven't arrived here yet
You can taste the sea on your tongue
But only moments before the tides rise in

We're not going anywhere
There's a fear that rises with waiting
I am not afraid of waiting
I've jumped the gun
And I've bitten the bullet
The latter made me bleed

I can stand for hours
I can say nothing for days
And we're not going anywhere
I'm staying right

I, Mr Space Cadet, from the Planet Future
I am not afraid
This time I've studied the past
This time I'm prepared

Monday, August 01, 2005

Patience is my virtue
This time I'm not getting over my own head
Those huntresses taught me but one lesson
To carry a sword
So Far Away- by: unknown forgotten

I was dancing on the rooftop
I'm sure you could hear my footsteps pounding down
The wind was warm and whispering psalms
A bottle of booze emptied laying in the gutter
The ladder fell over on the way up
Now there's no way down
Just me dancing until the sun comes up
And a raven on the telephone wire
A strange sight for so late at night
And a red fox circling the house
Howling everytime I stop
I guess I could've jumped down
But there's nothing down there for me
The Lord is with me
If you can't hear any evil
And you can't see any evil
Then there is nothing to be afraid of

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Excitabilatamengraduafalsifijunction- by: unknown forgotten

Quite an uncommon blessing wrapped in an interference
That incidentally avoided the worst of some sort
And yet dodged a different bullet
"ouch," says the dastard and the ignorant
Tasting the fumes of gasoline weeping from the carpet
Or was the toxic air my perfume?
Laying down devilishly to destroy an indifference that ensues?

The answer's what our mother told,
After your father asked permission
Ain't nothing but the standard quotable wisdom
Dished out in portions to make relevance to nothing
But yet The Guru's words through another sound so amazing and true
Coincidence or destiny to confuse?

He once learned from his master to burn candles all the way down
Well flames rising high have lit my house on fire
Stereo speakers melting and drowning out the infernal sound
Such beautiful sound for it was saved by the bullet
No, a different one than the one already dodged
This one's like dirt and red light and wind wooshing over hills
And that sound only the angels can hear
On your marks,
Get set,
And let the Worlds collide!!!
Easy Go- by: unknown forgotten

Like visions of raining fire and missing fingers
We remember our innocence from when we were free
But you have jumped ship from that you sail upon
Over the river they call Styx, boiling blood red thick

You couldn't find your way home if your lost life depended on it
The white light in your mind taken out
For more crawling around in the dark
Attempting to find the door
And yet you're surprised when you bump your head into another corner
Theatre Epressed Action Suspense Entertainment- by: unknown forgotten

You're only going where you want to
And you're afraid now
What you got into is only you
Keep your head up, champ
We know you're not done yet
Not since you're so set in your ways

Dive.
Dive.
Dive.
Please.
Dash- by: unknown forgotten

Most people aren't afraid of the run away
Most people are afraid of the effort to come forth
Dashing away
Secrets under stars
Mums the word
Or else wreaks of car bombs

Thursday, July 28, 2005

inevitable
(n-v-t-bl)
adj.
1. Impossible to avoid or prevent
-----


The Great Theory of the Inevitable- by: unknown forgotten


The Inevitable
Destiny,
The divine hand that will control your life no matter what you do
One must always make an effort regardless of what is going to happen regardless of itself, Though it seems contradictory,
But the truth is that the inevitable is completely uncontrollable

If one can not breathe in the day with patience
Then you have not understood the futility of trying to ignore existence and the fall of humanity
Everyone everywhere knows that somewhere, somehow, something will always happen
The unavoidable is truly self described
To think we have a hold on ourselves is ridiculous in my opinion
What have you done that wouldn't have happened if we weren't made this way?
How have you taken control of your living self, if you can not explain the strange, and Unexplainable circumstances you find yourself in day after day after day that you were Incapable of predicting beforehand?

Life sucks, living doesn't
We were designed from the beginning to live
But we were not made to operate within this confusing life
Our perfect world is gone
Thus we cannot translate all the shit of life to the original perspective of simply living perfectly within the flawless formula that the inevitable encapsulates

Life is our impossible
Something is always there in imperfection, and we can not fix it perfectly
No matter how hard we try
Life, as in the entire mass of every living being ever will always be corrupt
And my only consolation is patience and the theory of the inevitable
That something somewhere will happen somehow no matter what
That thing whatever it may be will happen eventually in any form whatsoever
And all we can do is wait and live

Because we were made to live, which we do
Then our one an only hope is on the inevitable maze of life and its complex
That relies only on us living, and accepting life only as it is
And for what is is going to become
Which is the impossibly unchangeable entity I like to call:
The Theory of the Inevitable

You don't own or control yourself, neither do I
The inevitable, the uncontrollable, does
The fact that we live and can not control life in anyway whatsoever is proof
We are incapable of controlling life completely and the therewithin to the smallest perfect increment

My name, nor origin, nor age, nor color, nor life experience, nor stature, nor hair color, nor anything ever in the entire history of mankind can change the fact that the Inevitable was created with the understanding that we were not made to deal with any conflict in the beginning. And that is why even personal identity should be long forgotten and unknown in your very own mind; The same mind that has been controlled by the inevitable and its choice of introducing certain aspects of life into your living life. We do not control ourselves. We did not name ourselves. We did not choose whom we met randomly, The Inevitable did. It has always been here, since the first days, and it will never ever leave until it has done everything ever that must be done in whichever way, where ever, and how ever in anyway it is going to be done no matter what it requires of us.

This was inevitable. The end is inevitable. Death is inevitable.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

So I lay me down to sleep...
So I do.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Be open to goodness that will be in this time for you.
Stealer- by: unknown forgotten

It's tough when you can't feel your fingers
They've been gone for years
Blown off back in '95
An accident with firecrackers

Wait, wait, I made a mistake
You were there
And you always take what you want to
It was only you.
Funhouse- by: unknown forgotten

Strange days, strange nights
Concave mirrors and reflecting lights
Best I keep my mouth shut
Lest I keep my mouth shut or beware
And fear the taste of curdled blood running from my torrential spleen
The room spins round like a funhouse
I'm rolling, falling down and tumbling around in a cylindrical room
Into the deep dark complex that is my unknown
Way beneath the actual floor, if it ever was there

And the Haunted House next door is compiled of the worst
My sunken corpse suddenly falling forth
With such a thin unexplained grin
To some of us it gives away nothing without touch
In this misguided life

Let us embrace on the Swan Ride
And wish upon a star and hope we get far
Best I keep my mouth shut
Lest we fall short unable to cope

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Mr. Apocalypse to You -by: unknown forgotten

Yes I am.
I am invincible.
Or am I invisible?
Does it matter nonetheless?
Or is this just another test?
I'm standing ground while you're zig-zagging to shreds
You're disintegrating
I am invincible at the least of the best
Yes I am.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

*


When I was young I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two
My shine wore off as time wore on

I thought that I was living out the perfect life
But in the dawn in the hours when the truth begins to bite
I thought about the time when I turned my back and stalled
I ain't no nice guy after all

When I was young I was the only game in town
I thought I had it down for sure
But time went by and I was lost in what I found
The reasons blurred the way unsure

I thought that I was living life the only way
That as I saw that life was more than day to day
I turned around, I read the writing on the wall
I ain't no nice guy after
I ain't no nice guy after

In all the years you spent between your birth and death
You know there's lots of times when you should have saved your breath
It comes as quite a shock when your trip leads to a wall
I ain't no nice guy after all,
I ain't no nice guy after all



When I was young I was the nicest guy
I knew thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two
My shine wore off as time wore on

I thought that I was living out the perfect life
But in the lonely hours when the moons the only light
I thought about the times when I turned my back and stalled
I ain't no nice guy after all,
I ain't no nice guy after all.




*I Ain't No Nice Guy- by: Ozzy Osbourne
Super Powers Anonymous- by: unknown forgotten

This is the chapter in the moment of the story where the Super Hero makes a triumphant, final move upon an epic story (in and of its own), in which after it's over, entails the lonely walk back to his homeland, where he must go back to his repetive, sollom workplace to raise an income for his loved, but neglected wife. Our Hero shortly travels to the next location, depressed, and feeling like a failure, with an hardly opimistic mind-set that an evil Villian will be wherever he's headed to at the time, which is where they need to go regardless of when or where they arrive, and regardless of the fact that he knows he will defeat the Villian that lies there within, but that he knows his Wife that he does loves, misses him so dearly. And, that as is his duty, he must continue his adventure. Such is the calling of a Super Hero; Not knowing why their life is so estranged from the normal daily life of a casual civilin. They think: "My life and sole purpose is based upon the evil of others. And no matter what I do, I must always move on, because there is always someone evil out there, and they must be stopped."

Thursday, July 14, 2005

A Different Saul- Part I- by: unknown forgotten

Sorry I haven't been around Dearly Befriended,
I have traveled over 24,000 miles of railroad tracks in my search for the Divine One over the last 42 months.
I will be back as soon as I can find the right train.
I have been thinking, and I think it would be in both of our best interests to marry each other upon my return.
Yours,
Saul
A Different Saul- Part II- by: unknown forgotten

Sorry I have been away New Wife,
I have been away following a herd of elephants with the natives for the last 6 years.
I have a lot of great stories to tell, but don't have the time right now.
We are heading out, but in a moments time, to track a violent tiger that has killed 3 members of my crew. With luck we will put it down without incedent.
I plan to return within the next 3 months, New Wife.
When I see your face again it will be the satisfaction of my existence.
Your love,
Saul
A Different Saul- Part III- by: unknown forgotten

Sorry I haven't been around Dearly Beloved,
I have been cooking stew under a bridge for the last 30 years to keep the wolves at bay in Siberia.
It's a terrible story and I'd rather not talk about it.
But I plan to return shortly, Dearly Beloved.
My final return shall be glorious. Indeed.
By the way, my name has changed to Hack-bone Paul.
Yours forever,
Paul

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Love Anything- by: unkown forgotten

There are serious things to remember
How we forget in a sway of pride
Conversely, and quite shamefully,
We forget how we refuse logic,
Can't you think?
If you can't,
which you won't,
then you're not worthy.
For hope, love, life, religion,
You rebuke faith when you deny the simple mind
Love anything
When you don't, you'll die.
Love anything
And feel alive
The hard heart is only soft to destruction
These things are to be remembered

More or less
I've told the score

Love anything
Love, anything

Monday, July 11, 2005

Dastard- by: unknown forgotten

Is it just me or is the midnight sun hotter today?
Drying out my soul beneath my skin
Chasing away any energy for a good time
So impatient for the turning of the earth
Trying to avoid coming old
When our bones will be brittle
Joints will wear out and quit
Just like every fraction of your life
This world is full of dastards

How hard can it be to change our lives?
We'll have to really try
It'll be too hard
We could just grow old
Lonely, shriveling, and cold
It's so much easier than being bold

Saturday, July 09, 2005

The days of work are done
We are not so able

Friday, July 08, 2005

Command-
Describe: Prompt, Propiniquity.
Extrapolate: Promulgate, Prompter.
It is Me- by: unknown forgotten

The strange goings on of a cat.
It runs in the yard
It brushes beneath your hand
It watches you from fourteen feet
It runs in your house
It comes back for another touch
It jumps seven feet over a fence.
Licentious Liaison- Preface- by: prophet forgotten
Be Warned-

He knows your afraid
That why I'm telling you
Always run away
He hates you
It's imperative you know that I don't
Licentious Liaison- Part I- by: prophet forgotten

The Great D & Friends-

We're only in this to get our foot in the door
And the secret cash flow
Nothing pleases us more than booze and strip clubs
We only delve into our minds to fuel our own needs
We don't give a fuck about what happens anywhere ever
Or why it happened because we said something terrible
Shame is useless against us
The fact that you imagine that remorse is even capable of us,
only shows that you are one mindless piece of shit
Really, we don't like you
Truth is, we hate you.
You just look good, and know people better than you,
that we want to take full advantage of
In every way you could ever think of blatant or secret
Licentious Liaison- Part II- by: prophet forgotten

The D & Friends Commence Plan A aka Obliterate-

There is no tolerance regarding misinformation
The two were melted into one like serpents making love
Such a dastardly site you 'd vomit before you look back
With blood and cum, and a frothy construction of what the Devil brought
He and his friends aren't the best type

They stood beneath the bridge earlier that night
Diving deep into the destruction they'd gone there to get
Now there's blood and a bystander laying gutted on the couch
Entrails tied around their waists binding them to one
Wearing it's flesh as garments
They're screaming and defiling the world in every bout
No movement is short of desecration

The ceiling fans swoops slowly
The lights are still on
Hours later
The world sits silent and still
Both throats slit
Licentious Liaison- Part III- by: prophet forgotten

The D vs Jay Outcome Is Always One-

That D and his gang make me wish I 'd never been born
Such destruction like a toilet full of shit,
Overflowing into your lungs
Rolling around in filth
Feasting on rotten loins for the rest of your life
corruption of the smallest detail
With searing hot spears slicing your back

There is a way out
There is the Jayhoo and his winged accomplices
Fiery swords in hand
Be heading every wicked foe that falls in reach
Consuming the evil ones by way of glory and power
Such destruction by holy matter you'd think there's no end
Until the blade mysteriously passes your neck
And destroys the D and his sidekick companions
As they were about to rape your life
Then you'll know finally that the D is the Evil One
And the truth will come out
You have been balancing on only a string
Now that thread has snapped
Licentious Liaison- Part IV- by: prophet forgotten

'Da Viva La Vile Land' or 'The Holy Roller Coaster World plus the Sanctified Crucifix Cabin Retreat.'

Lies, lies, lies.
There's nothing to satisfy the absence left behind by D
After the destruction you are left with nothing
But hopelessness, insecurities and an oozing wound
Standing on coals, bare naked smeared in shit,
And left to never die

Truth, truth, truth.
Jay can redeem
He can reclaim life
Nothing is lost child
There will be no strife
There is downstairs and another slap to the face
Or up stairs with golden streets and pearly white gates
A Father to love eternally and all the joy ever dreamed
Believe.
I wish my face was less a face
And more a mirror
So you could see yourself
But I suppose that you'd have to look me eye to eye first

Thursday, July 07, 2005

I just feel so tired
My bones are always shaking
Asleep or awake
I feel so brittle
Like I'm about to break
Dog House- by: unknown forgotten

I'm about to tumble down the hill
Like a fallen tree
Transformed into a log
Loaded onto a truck
Driven down gravel roads
Traveled hundreds of miles
Cut smaller into 2x4's
Cut in half yet again
And nailed to the side of a doghouse
The one you're going to have 6 years from now
When you're older and married
When you have your first kid
And a puppy you just purchased at the pound
Your husband will build the doghouse
But the dog will never use it
But your toddler will love to play in it
Until age 6 and you buy that swingset
Then you'll discard the doghouse
And at that time you won't remember
I was a board on the side always

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

(Light) Refractory- by: unknown forgotten

You should have gone to sleep
When you said you were going to
Now you're up too late, delirious
And taking the wrong time to contemplate
All those things your sober state would have never thought
Sober, drunken, or not, your mind doesn't work right
So it's okay when I call your head drunk, crunked, or fucked
What's the difference when you're more like a leech
Or severely weakening disease
when was the last time you looked in the mirror
when was the last time you looked at yourself in the mirror
when was the last time you even cared?
That Pain- by: unknown forgotten

You know it's late and I'm soaking wet
Peaking over the fence like a proper lady
This war does stand for something
Your words contradict my text
My life is subtle and slow
You're dancing with the Devil and don't even know
What's the next step in this puzzle
You've had time to think
These last 30 minutes must have brought you to the brink
That one we all need so eagerly
To wipe the ashes off our shoulders
And never remember

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Two words to call me out
Two words to call you out
My discrepancy or yours?
I've to say what I have
When I can actaully speak with you
As much as I love you,
I hate you more for what you have become.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

The Lost Innocence of Old Ladies- by: unknown forgotten

I was humming the song of the old lady bickering next door
Their house behind ours,
The evil heiress demands compliance of her withering man-lover

She screams loudly as she expels her hate
Should she meet me, she would devour my soul
Mother, you've haven't power any more compared

This ancient wisdom of demoralization has taken my heart
She screams to the god of darkness
Howls violently to the moon in the black

I've found a new love,
As she, the louse, consumes the soul of her elderly husband
He, so silent, cold, and fatally alone

Shame be to the devil for crushing an old mans soul
Pray she, the bitch, dies harsh as he sleeps in dreams
Welcome the morning as her muscles are cold and frozen hard
Compliance- by: unknown forgotten

As you wish will be done
Safe from this here there
From this rotting world
Where the tongues twist over lies
And songs sing louder when you're the only one listening
Faces blur because they aren't the ones you recognize
As you wish they will be gone
As you wish it shall be done

The urge, to tease, to please
We will not, as our wish would be done
Taste the succulence of nothing go, nothing come
Such a beauty that change does bring to my lungs
As you wish will be done to you
So you say you want it that way
So it shall come
Lips- by: unknown forgotten

Well, of course it started with a kiss
It always does
The whole world did
God and his giant lips
Such an embrace that will never be re-enacted

But it was neither the middle means nor the end
It was just the beautiful soft beginning that went downward from there on
This was way back, way way back
Right toward the beginning of it
Right after God's passionate kiss

I haven't seen some faces in years
I haven't heard their words in my ears
I forgot how they move and dance
Yet remember how to live to my fullest advance
I'm long overdue for a relapse of the past

Of course it all started with a kiss
The rest I always forget

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

All we want is to be here for a lifetime...
Division- by: unknown forgotten

The truth stands where you can't find
Where you want to know
You can't dig deep enough
Ripping your fingernails free
Clawing at the floor
You didn't ask
Thus, you don't know
And at that time,
These skelton hands will explode
The Meaning Calls For Standby- by: unknown forgotten

It feels like a menace
With the option to comply
Standing still saying nothing
Or eating bread, snuffing ether
The expectancy I don't want expected
But want to comply
Spinning over down a hill
I can't follow, no
Lackadaisically walk the path
Downwards and down
I can't be bothered with these things
They just need to happen

Monday, June 27, 2005

He Used To Be A Good Man Too- by: unknown forgotten

Out in the fields
I've never seen a man so close to the brink of insanity
It was the air
Or it was the stars
They were doing something, I dunno
Moving around, when you looked away
and in the corner of your eyes or something
He would run from the hill to the crick
Then sit down
I was mostly too distracted to watch him
I was taking out a loan or something
There was a desk out there and we were sitting at it
The banker and I
I remember the grass was long that time of year
Dry too, and it had a lot of those sticker grass
The kind that stick to your socks
And always work themselves down inside your shoe,
Poking your feet
There was a few cattle he would harass too
But they never moved
And if you shut your eyes for too long
The wind would stop blowing

Friday, June 24, 2005

five hundred and eighty six degrees- by: unknown forgotten

I wake up
586Âş and there's streetlights throwing flames
Torching my world just to spite my cold dreams
Take me away

I wake up and get my self out of bed
586Âş around the world
Am I South of the border?
A complete unknown
Take me away from here

I wake up and get out of bed
Think about the night before
And everything I said
586Âş I was spinning 'round
Take me away

Bye, bye, my love
586Âş our heads are turned
Peering at something we've never known
Take me away
One if by land, two if by sea
I'm heading out alone
Let me go away
What if I have nothing to say?
Where will you go then?

Friday, June 17, 2005

Generalized Thoughts #1- by: unknown forgotten

As the night progresses I wonder what will come next?
What am I capable of?
What do I refuse to do?
How will others react?
And will I care when they do?
Shall I aim my eyes toward the future?
Or live with today?
Let's have fun.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

good-night to you... - by: unknown forgotten

You wake up one morning and get the feeling that you're living the dream
But you're spinning so fast you're not sure what you're seeing
And it's alright for awhile
Until someone says something
That your plan is going to fly away because we've seen it once, twice
And what's that?
You're thrice!

You go to sleep one night and get the feeling that you're living the dream
Dear Gatsby, don't you have a clue?
You haven't followed the universal rules
Tisk, tisk, well then follow the pattern
Shit ain't nothing but another double trouble pouring off somebody elses shoulders

There's the rules and there's the real
What're you gonna say when questions knock your ass overboard
I'm steering clear like I've always been
Sailing far out of infested waters
Heading towards my beloved unknown and long forgotten

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

God solely knows what I'm doing.
There's no where to go that hasn't been conquered.

Monday, June 13, 2005

Minx- by: unknown forgotten

I want a wildcat
I didn't say a crazy bat
I want a wild card
I didn't say a joker
I want a free bird
I didn't say a vulture
I want a new car
I didn't say a lemon
I want living art
I didn't say an ancient sculpture
I don't want a louse
I don't want a rouse
I need a wildcat
I don't want a crazy bat
Crossing the Meridian- by: unknown forgotten

I love to sail heedlessly into the night
As long as I know there is no land ahead
That the end result is nowhere
Otherwise I'm destined to crush my hull upon coral reefs
Or run into shallow water and bank upon sand
Stuck onto an island I only wanted to shore for hours
Now I'm destined to live and die upon

I love to sail heedlessly into the night
Knowing there is only clear blue water ahead
Then when I awake we will still be floating free
That the wind has taken us to a better place
That no danger or compromise has been made at my sake
Armed with canons to destroy even harmless whales in sight
And that all traitors have fell from the plank as I slept

Sunday, June 12, 2005

It's got nothing to do with me
I feel it so violently

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Refresh- by: unknown forgotten

The excitement factor
The wind of spontaneity
The surprise of day to day adventures
in my life
has come to a halting stop
And once again
I am bored
I am frozen in a drudge of discontent
I don't know where to go
I've done all this before
I need something new

Friday, June 10, 2005

Ignition- unknown forgotten

Every bruise I receive is another day of triumph
Stronger, more substantial
A taste of God's blood
Dueling the eternal fight

Sworn enemies
You and I
The ethereal drops to sea level
And I can only destroy
And wipe out the noise

Pray children,
For nothing
The signal will ignite the fuse
And the destruction that flows
Will only settle one lonely bout
IGNITE

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I've Never Met You- by: unknown forgotten

Lately my life turns to animation
And my dreams are high-definition
And like the wind
I push leaves to the wayside
To blow along nothing but the truth
And the innocence of a life I've never met

Saturday, June 04, 2005

I have eyes.
The silence says more.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

That night ended like a broken back
The whole experience white washed in a bitter black
And I don't agree with what I'm seeing

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

stolen

I don't think that we understand the things we say are not always the things we feel we need to think before we make mistakes that someday may end up killing the reasons why we did the things we had to do...

Monday, May 23, 2005

There is only not nothing in risk.
There is nothing in between.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

This day is over like drowning in the ocean.
The Nothing is Growing- by: unknown forgotten

The nothing isn't just inside me anymore
It's all of me
It's seeping out of the walls
Echoing off all the words we speak
I can feel it beneath my feet, quaking
I can smell it coarsing the air
The nothing is in the water we drink
It's in the clothes we wear
It beams down from the from the sun during the day
And glows in the stars at night
It wisps through the leaves of trees
It's on my hands and between my fingers
It's in the eyes and faces I see
It's in all the buildings everywhere,
Latching onto everything
It's outside the window as well
The nothing is everywhere
Penetrating deep into all existence
There is more nothing now than ever before

Saturday, May 21, 2005

It hurts me more than it hurts you
When I'm totally insufficient

Complement to the patience I've had
Please be kind

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Learning to Fly- by: unknown forgotten

The wind's blowing every which way
Step off the ground and release
We're not going anywhere otherwise
Use your wings
Micheal and Lucifer- by: unknown forgotten

Have you ever traced the ellipses of logic back to the center
Equaled it down to a perfect circle
Then narrowed the diameter, until all that is left is a single point
One single divine point that signifies only one thing
One thing that is the ultimate and single point that life is based on
The very dot in the very center that is God
And everything that surrounds it is nothing but mythology...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

This place makes me miss the silence.
7286 days in the making
Plus 559 days of contemplation
And it's finally out of my hands
Healing- by: unknown forgotten

Something happened to me that night
But then is gone
Now is nothing
And I feel unfased by everything
Not by choice, not by force
It just is
And at least it's clear

Right now is nothing
So what's next?

Saturday, May 14, 2005

The tables are turning so fast
I'm back in fifth grade
The world is winding down and you're nowhere to be seen
I'm quietly and sadly afraid of you

Friday, May 13, 2005

Tonight was today.
It ends here exactly where it started.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

[end scene]
nothing

reiteration makes it sound

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Forfeit- by: unknown forgotten

I am worn down the like the eraser of a perfectionist
Or the soles of your favorite old shoes
I am going to do nothing for awhile
I'm sure you'd like me to extrapolate
But there's nothing to say now
Join me if you'd like
I'll be where ever I am
Remember that
Damsel- by: unknown forgotten

I've bowed to a dragon
That I regret
I am not of the same kind
I can help you out
Little Things- by: unknown forgotten

I've been dreaming of healing
And other evil things that contradict what I ever wanted
And it's not me,
It's everyone failing my expectations while I sleep
That is to say, that I ever had some

Such cries and woes I succomb to
And you/they shatter into fragments of what I see

I have a new outlook on life that I'm not sure is okay
It has forced into a state of mind that is not at all afraid
Like Batman I want to rid my world of evil
But the little things that surround
They're the one's to take me down for the count
The little things you do

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I was more worried, but not for myself nor the face under my fist.
But that you appeared under the spell of the dragon

Saturday, May 07, 2005

People say 'crazy.'
Throw fists with friends?
I say preparing for the end of the world.
Knocking lights so you can escape quicker.

Friday, May 06, 2005

Run.
Why must I?

Thursday, May 05, 2005

The master of self destruction is the man sitting in the alley
So far gone he's talking to himself
I'm aiming for an insurrection that won't let me stop grinning
All we have is now.
An Illusion of an Oasis- by: unknown forgotten

Battery acid in your eyes causes blindness
And I can understand if you can only see half of me
My left tear duct is fused shut and it's hard to see, it's true

With no perception I can't really see past the first dimension
It's hard to look inside my third, and your second
But I'm trying my best to recognize

I'll keep relying on my rapid eye and unconscious stimuli
To cover my lack of real time perception
From which I lost the day I moved here
And haven't been able to see straight since
Trying too hard not to try too hard ?
Echo People- by: unknown forgotten

And after months and months of darkness
When the sun finally comes out
It evaporates our more difficult emotions away
Super heats our brains and leaves us smiling
And it's harder to taste what we were when the skies were gray
When we had something, or absolutely nothing to say
It is all melted away....

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Trying hard not to try too hard.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Such a smile you inflict on me.
Metaphysically- by: unknown

Who's ready for what when the shit goes down?
Who's ready to bounce back and attack the man?
Since when did we lie back and take all the shit that flies?
I'm screaming out loud from skyscrapers telling the work to relax
This life is soon over, the day will come to an end
The clouds will roll over our down trodden heads
Take heed of the warnings, the end is near
Beware of the fevers, of the mass consensus we hear
There's nothing more important now
There nothing more clear

For in the end we will see the fire
It draws oh so near
Taste the fury of vigilance as they burn down your house
Realize you've been wrong all along as the city shuts down
The nights are pitch black under candle light
The hum but only screams spread all around
I'll save you dear in your most dangerous threat
I'll protect you when the world does collapse

I'm tasting the world on the wind that blows tonight
It's smells of burnt flesh and buildings falling down
Draw near to me darling, I can stop the cinder blocks
Lie under me as I'm pelted with industrial rocks

The sun will rise again
The sky will turn blue
Just give it sometime
And the Son will come through

Monday, May 02, 2005

Something so true I can't deny
I've been a fool
For all this time I thought otherwise
Something so true I can't deny
The Ghost I Love- by: unknown forgotten

There's a Gray Ghost in my backyard
It's appearance resembles a dead body and it doesn't move at all
It's skin is drab gray, it's insides are fully decomposed at best
It calls me by name, audibly, terrifyingly, in the middle of the night
It's teeth are rusted brown, and it's head hangs to the ground
It's back is forged and molded from wood and nails
It is one of a kind

The Gray Ghost never trembles never fears
I went outside and looked right into it's soul
This Gray Ghost is still alive!
I grabbed it by the sholders and shook it violently
A taste of hate, a grasp of love, an embrace of pure passion
"Wake up!" I cried, "Wake up!"
And it still did not move
The moon light glistened off it's rotting face
And I could see it's soul wicking into mine
I felt the surge of power, a scent of blood flowing
And knew then that once morning crawls around
The only ressurection is able by the Sun
At dawn the ghost will destruct in itself
Only to be reformed into the living breathing soul
That it once used to be

The scars may never leave it
The skin and muscle may never rebuild
But god damnit, as long I am able
So I am until death
I will cut the Ghost open and give it a new heart
I will hear its roars of pain as it breathes once again for the first time
Watch the death filled smoke pour from it's lungs
And peer into it's brand new eyes
If I can't make it see again
I will pluck my own two
And make sure it lives better than I

For this ghost has been burning in a field all alone
I've heard of miracles, and if one doesn't come around
I'll force one
Showoff- by: unknown forgotten

I'm laying beneath the tire and earth
The wheels are moving, the vehicle is not
Rubber is burning and I'm burning up
Smoke is rising and I'm on fire
Smoking one last puff of toxic white before I'm launched
Engulfed in clouds the world disappears
Nothing but the sound of an exhaust

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Lie Here Now- by: unknown forgotten

I can pull you from your swamp
If you take my hand and yank me down from the trees
You're sleeping in quicksand
I'm being yanked up by vines alive
They're tearing my flesh and dislocating my limbs
You're sinking in a h0llow that only leads down
Down. You'll breathe easy,
Until your lungs fill with sand grains

Breathe.
Crawl out of the dust
Up into the green rainforest
I'm hanging low today
Don't sleep early again
Before you know it
You'll be six feet under ground

I'm breaking apart quickly
Your're sinking well enough
If you don't take hold of my hand
We'll both be consumed, ripped apart

In the world between nature's unity
We will embrace
Slash open the false sense of darkness
And revel in life's glory
For real next time

Reasons won't come
And no one will regret
Reasons won't come
And no one will regret....

But me...

Friday, April 29, 2005

You can either laugh or bite your tongue
It still won't change a thing
This place is a joke
And it's either not funny
Or I don't get it

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Sleep calm and silent.







.
Peel Back my Eyelids- by: unknown forgotten

Eye opener.
I need a shower
A meal
A hug
A nap.
And some blinders,
To help me keep everything straight ahead.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

being in love
means you are completely broken
then put back together

the one piece that was yours
is beating in your lovers breast
she says the same thing about hers

however I have gotten here
I have plans to be with you
and for the first time it is working
it is working

and I am proof
that the heart
is a risky fuel to burn

yeah, we are proof
that the heart
is a risky fuel to burn

what's left after that's all gone
I hope to never learn
but if you stick with me
you can help me
I'm sure we'll find new things to burn

cause we are proof
that the heart
is a risky fuel to burn

yeah, we are proof
that the heart
is a risky fuel to burn

'Being In Love' by: Songs:Ohia

Monday, April 25, 2005

When you lay down for dead
And nothing else need be said
And the thunder cracks out
And you only want to shout
Between the voices that ramble on in our heads
And they were saying to me
It's nothing bad
It's nothing good
It's just something

Saturday, April 23, 2005

We all feel like doing that at some point.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

All I Can Get- by: unknown forgotten

Everynight when I lay down for bed
In my slumber you appear in my head
You're the reooccuring character that always makes sense
These are the best nights of sleep I ever get
When only by R.E.M. and chance
You're by my side, even if it's simply a dream
Even if that dream is all but a glance
A moment of my life I may never see in daylight
I wake up waiting for the sun to collapse

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

I Would If I Could- by: unknown forgotten

My soul has been robbed of substantial feelings
Though it's growing bigger
I'd love to shake your hand
Or even talk irrelevantly to you

Here I am
Pushing my face into coal
Exposed the most for along time
I am blank,
Thank you

I'm not sure if I'm allowed to take it to heart

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Here I am.
Step Outside- by: unknown forgotten

Such a change between jaw blows
And blood pouring out your crushed nose
Stand silent in the flooded room
Soaking ether up to heal your unprepared wounds

Down from my tear ducts
And nothing and nothing more
Everyone stands taller then Abe Lincoln
Nobody's got the reach nor blow
To strike down my wiley self
My static-charged electro-pounding self
That has not been proven to force submission
Not proven to force submission by a barrage of fist to head pounding

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I have alway been here
Sometimes I just stand further away
...closer than ever
Sorry, I've been experiencing an absence of reality

Thursday, March 31, 2005

I have this habit of painting this town a drab off-white
I can hardly care anymore about the bystanders
Well I'm ready to paint my world blood red
Indifference is the master of my emotions
And if I can do so I will alter it

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Merge Left- by: unknown forgotten

There’s one thing that I know
That I can’t do without
And it’s you

I’ve followed the designated path
And as I was instructed
I stayed off yours

But these roads are leading to an end
To a merge up ahead
Our loneliness ends

In due time and at good pace
If we shut our eyes now
We’ll fall blindly to embrace

There’s one thing that I know
That I can’t do without
And it’s you

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Work to Win- by: unknown forgotten

There was a block of wind that came in formation
It blew me anglewise
I huddled in the rain in subordination
and violently cursed the skies

Quite a taste of dirt when you're eating it
I'm soaked to the bones and living it
Like swimming in a pool of freezing water
Buried in the snow to keep warm

Such is dogs, filthy long hair dogs
I'm breaking out in a fever drawn cold sweat
Sleep with the window open and wake up in fog
After love dreams and morbid dreams that help me repent

Sink, sink, sink
Into the nearest object to you
Lean hard and you'll melt
Press hard and don't blink
Melt into a mutant ooze
Forget everything you've ever felt

Saturday, March 26, 2005

I Sink to the Top- by: unknown forgotten

Blown out of the water like two swedish submarines
Tasting the flesh of life
But sinking in tin rooms

I'm floating dead and bloated
Upon your front porch
I'm lost, I've never been here

Count my dreams and you'll see

I'm swmming to shore
I'm swimming to shore
All is left behind me
And I'm almost there

Friday, March 25, 2005

In due time.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Floral Patterns- by: unknown forgotten

The truth behold, and upholds itself
Turn your mattress over before it breaks your back
Strangers and passer-byers yell and scream and shout
Since they're you worst enemies and one best friend
Jump the fence and take all you can grab
A link between you and the taxi you never took
Pacing miles within 6 square feet
On those new shoes that jam your toes
Money down the drain and a window pane
Thinking back to that math class in which you didn't do well
Counting the marks etched in the wall
And dividing them by the amount times you heard seagulls make noise
Upon the water you accidentally stepped in it yourself
When the water rumbled forth bearing that floating dead fish
You vomited and it reminded you of that night you almost expressed yourself
And how earlier you had been hundreds of miles away in the barnacle infested depths

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Timber- by: unknown forgotten

Staring at the carpet from millimeters away
I took a tour of the fabrics and spaces in between
I was sinking quickly into them
and the miniature expanse that lied there within
Peering into such a small, infinite space
I couldn't feel my face

My hands were somewhere near
Reaching for the floor but unable to locate
And hoping to brush against the bottle somewhere
Solely to stop the slowly pouring liquid escaping it's neck
And perhaps if I could stand up again
I might take another drink

My head weighed one million pounds
It pressed itself into the ground
I could feel each thread embedding it's pattern in my skin
Blood throbbing, eyes rolling back
Everything turned to black
And drool oozed out of the crack between my dehydrated lips
Not much insight
Less forthsight
All the Battles I've Faught- by: unknown forgotten

Kill the referee
His decision is wrong
I'm slicing all the ankles I can get my knife on
I still won't win this game

They handed me a shovel
Told me to dig through the concrete
Well holding this handle and scraping only sparks
I'm looking for something real tonight

Where they go we don't know
Walk that road
The cars been towed
I guess we'll walk home alone

I guess somewhere along the way
I lost my train of thought
And then I lost my train of thought

Monday, March 21, 2005

It's the difference between my eyes and your heart
My eyes look into your heart that is hidden
Your heart looks into my eyes that divert
Someday I'll see the end of the world
And you'll be a major motion picture factor in it
Acting against your will
I'll probably be there by hapenstance as I am today
But I don't try

Friday, March 18, 2005

I live in visions- by: unknown forgotten

Bread like meat
I make a mush-pot I can't eat
And even tonight
When I was awake...
Welcome, you're a bit late to my demise

Hello Sunshine, it's dark in here
I saw your face but you always wander into the other room
Hello Moon, don't shine so bright
Unless you turn your magic keys,
I've nothing to look forward in the morning.


I can't stop you in dreams.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Hello, this is my third eye, which is one dimensional
I'm looking at you but can't tell how far you are away
You're 3 feet sitting and 30 feet running away towards nothing
We can't klink glasses from such great distance
If You're Not Gone [Why Not.]- by: unknown forgotten

Everybody's going somewhere separate
Somewhere different and alone
You and I are going places
Wil you go with me?

You'll be the music
I'll be the ears
We'll sing to songs never heard
Until the very last day we get up there

If only it wasn't distance to entice
I'll love you from day one to last
I'll pay for it in blood
As long as you'll be with me in the end


Don't be afraid when your destruction leads you to no end
I, the raft that floats down the river to the falls, can sprout angel wings
I'm not afraid of midnight kisses and dyeing things
I can hear the sound of your self redemption

Monday, March 14, 2005

When my neck goes limp and my eyes force themselves shut
Yet I'm still thinking, huddled over in a sinking slump
I hear the sharp words of my soul shouting out,
"Either give up now, or get the fuck up."

Saturday, March 12, 2005

If you don't think I'm sorry
Know I am
I'm still trying to figure out how life works

Friday, March 11, 2005

The climax of the white noise in life leads to either a collapse or an explosion.
Whiskey Girl- by: unknown forgotten

I need a girl
With a godly heart
And the devil's kick
With a heavenly smile
And develish looks

I need a girl who's the opposite of me
One that will stick around
Maybe teach me a few things
Like how to give a damn

I need a girl who will fuck like a hooker
And love like a wife
A girl who will take the bottle from my hand
And show me truth
Then take a swig
And hold me tight

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Hello sunshine.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

She's An Angel- by: They Might Be Giants

I met someone at the dog show
She was holding my left arm
But everyone was acting normal so I tried to look nonchalant
We both said, " I really love you."
The Shriners loaned us cars
We raced up and down the sidewalk twenty thousand million times

Why did they send her over anyone else?
How should I react? These things happen to other people
They don't happen at all, in fact

When you're following an angel does it mean you have to throw your body off a building?
Somewhere they're meeting on a pinhead
Calling you an angel, calling you the nicest things

I heard they had a space program
When they sing you can't hear, there's no air
Sometimes I think I kind of like that and
Other times I think I'm already there

Gonna ask for my admission
Gonna speak to the man in charge
The secretary says he's on the other line
Can I hold for a long, long time?

I found out she's an angel
I don't think she knows I know
I'm worried that something might happen to me
If anyone ever finds out
Dance with a ghost and all you're left with a is a memory of what never existed.
Glowing Statues and Talking Cielings with Life On Sidewalks- by: unknown forgotten

(Glowing Statues)
In the most precious moments of his occasional insanity
He can stop and grin wildly knowing he can escape all the ordinary moments
To peer into the stars and see silhouettes of friends as they sit home all alone
He notices that not many have experienced the wide eyed brilliance of dementia
And the ability to control it at will
Transcending the norm into a realm most persecute and hide
He revels in the moment of delusion and transcends society as he knows it
gleaming with glory, he dances about in seclusion, understanding that everyone has known what he's thinking
Though where he rises above to control the spastic emotions and the violent ability to realize everyday miracles
Most dive down into the dark world and huddle in devastation beneath a blanket of depression
He stands strong, yet staggering from booze, free of all guilty stains

(Talking Cielings)
"Well what's your name?!"
Waving his arms franticly, conducting an orchestration into a reflective window 5 feet away
Pulling off his clothes to stand fully exposed on the sidewalk to the world that hums loudly
"I know you! You look like my friends who haven't figured it out yet.
Maybe someday they'll tell you what I've said to them."
He lights up a cigarette backwards but smokes the entire thing
"The windows are shut. The floor has been vacuumed. The world outside is spinning loudly.
And my soul is humbled. So many things to say. And I've already said them."

In the distance the sound of sirens blare
Wonderful is life when your home is the sidewalk and you mind is blown
He lies down to slumber in a forsaken alley, free of all guilty stains
Cacti- by: unknown forgotten

If I wasn't so entirely involved with making my character
not only emotionally sterile, but complex and full of depth to the bones
Not to mention deaf and blind in the skull
So that he was exempt from every damned reality of a human being
Then I'd have time to discuss the intricacies of matter and of life
We'd delve into the most common misconceptions of love and religion
Converse over the changes of worldwide beliefs that coincide with great history
We'd study the stars and measure the tides of the ocean
Scrape dead rattlesnakes off the baking desert roads
And feed the vultures the fresh meat to ensure their existence
Speak of the devil
and will he not appear?
Pull the veil from my eyes
Will I not see clearly?
There is always.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Slow Drip- by: unknown forgotten

Don't drop
Once you've dropped
You've dropped and you're out for the count
And you' re dropped hard
Dropped straight into the center
Like working in a coal mine
Like trying to snap the neck of a dyeing deer
Like tossing a live grenade out of range
Like steering into a telephone pole
Like swimming into the ocean hoping to be sucked under by the riptide
You're dropped and you were the one holding yourself up
You've been dropped and you were dropped on you head
Hold you're faith in my arms
Because I'll hold you and your empty husk
I'll hold your capsule that once was life
I'll do me my best to not make sure you're never dropped
Dance Class- by: unknown forgotten

I'm loaded with anticipation
Armed to the barrel with forth sight
I'm glazed eyed by the warm wind
Blown over by the numb rubbery hands
The same ones that make me dance in my marionette like life

Dance boy
Little do those hands know
I've cut the wire long ago
Oh so long ago,
I'm salsa dancing on your dead grandma's grave
World Reknowned for Being Unknown by:- unknown forgotten

I have something else to say and you're all waiting for it
Well, I've lost touch and I'm sorry for that
I'll talk a lot and still have nothing real to say
Sorry I've no relevance to anything
I've gone beyond my means of association
Under every circumstance I'd die to say I love you
But I'm sinking in a pool of quicksand where I'd rather say nothing
Where I'd rather talk to strangers for hours
Just hoping, simply, that we'd meet again some day
In regards to you and I, to the people I've met, to the buried treasures I've found
In regards to the planets I've visited, and the towns I've walked foot in
Here I am, you know me, I am known

Saturday, March 05, 2005

I'd like to mirror every wall to make existence seem endless.
And then I stop and think about it.
And agree with what I already said.
"Hold on a second."
I've been holding on
A day
A week
A couple years
I'll hold on until then
The Fly- by: unknown forgotten

Welcome to two days from now
The day after the next day of your life
Welcome to the day you'd rather destroy yourself
Than live with what life has brought

Welcome to tomorrow
The day you will meet you future love
It's too bad you will blow it by your nature
And destroy everything destiny had coming

Welcome to the tomorrow that has become yesterday
If you haven't fucked it up it already,
which you have
Then you should drink the night away

Either way, always
You're dropping like a fly
You had a couple good days in a row
But after that you quickly die

Friday, March 04, 2005

Spontaneous Combustion- by: unknown forgotten

I'm about to start spewing fire on everyone I see
I'm about to start throwing punches and breaking everyone's nose
I'm about to start saying things that shouldn't be said
I'm about to bring a hell to this earth that nobody wants to see
I'm about to start making things happen whether possible or not
I'm about to spin the world backwards simply to cause choas
I'm about to explode for so many reasons that I'm about to implode
Get ready, I'm coming ready or not

Thursday, March 03, 2005

West of Eden- by: unknown forgotten

My darling,
I could kill ghost's with my sleight of hand
I could choose not to dream
That's what you and everyone else wants
You're all so misguided

I could kill all the ghosts
I could stop everyone from dieing and becoming one in Eden
But I would rather not
If we weren't all cursed or haunted
Then we'd be happy and normal
And you couldn't live without the drama
So though it doesn't seem, this is all for you

Say we were happy and normal every day
I wouldn't be able to sleep
Knowing it isn't supposed to be the truth
And then I'd only wish once again
That you'd come back to me,
Though you've never really been by my side anyway,
So all would be restored, unfortunately

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

The Ghost and I, a ghost- by: unknown forgotten

The night came quicker than usual
At the designated time I headed for the destination
We arrived at the exact same time and took a seat
The Ghost began talking to me
I occasionally said, or asked something
But I really didn't say anything at all
I was hardly there at all

It sat across from me and told me about the last 2 years
Where it has been and what it has done since it died
I stared through it's essence at the wall behind
Afraid to look into it's eyes and see the horror there within

When we had finished we both stood up
We did not expect to see each other anytime soon, if at all, ever again
But we said good day and we went our separate ways
We did not exchange one last glance or word
We did not turn to look back
We knew what it was all about

It can no longer haunt me anymore
The curse had been broken
If by chance I see the Ghost again,
It will be as strangers

Monday, February 28, 2005

So I think I figured it out,
In this city,
With so much rain,
So much torrential downpour,
The people are afraid to create another drop.
The people are afraid to cry.

I'm ready for sunshine.
Ruptured Box Spring- by: Unknown Forgotten

"Hey, wake up. You were losing your mind.
Get up, get up. You were probably just having a bad dream.
Hey, come one now. Both of you.
C'mon, seriously, up and at 'em.
You were calling out something, I think it was a name.
But I couldn't tell what you were saying."
--
"It was like that time. That moment. Back then.
Way back then. I don't know why I go back then.
But I do, I do. When first, I couldn't sleep.
Then I submerged into crazy dreams.
And woke up. I woke up in my own home,
But still I didn't know where I was.
And at 4:30am I had to step outside.
That air was, it was the sweetest breathe of life I have ever had,
Honest to God."
--
To taste the air
To defeat the dreams
In realms which walking human souls can not reveal
So we slumber nightly, lie drunken or somber
All to sow in the reality we can not ponder
The fiction ruptures to life
In nightmares or pleasure we still revel in both
I've not heard a nightmare that has been forgotten
Whilst many real bad memories are quickly dropped
And the pleasure and the passion
That flows from the heart unstopped in a dream of emotions
Some hold these visions, make them closer than fact
And with these dreamers we all sit waiting for the next night
To sail forth into the lands on which we'll never set foot
You Know the Way- by: unknown forgotten

And then I saw the end
It was a flood of rolling fire
Over the houses, and through the streets like water
The flaming river splashed over the earth consuming all in it's path
And then, moments later...
We were somewhere not too distant holding each other tight
Over your shoulder I watched the outside ignite
As the fire flowed forth and so it seemed,
It seeped ever so slowly through the windows and beneath the doors
In the foreground the curtains slowly withered up
In the background I saw a knight on a black horse being swallowed up by the twisting flames
Being pierced by the joust of knight on a white horse consumed in the infernal heat
Both of their armor was charred black, and their horses were ablaze
Then the windows and walls were black with soot
Something exploded behind my back and feathers came into my sight
I turned, so see a pitchfork protruding from the hardwood floor
And an angel of sorts lying limp
When I embraced to draw you near you had vanished
And then seconds later
Everything disappeared

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Memories of the Way That it Was- by: unknown forgotten

Walking down the federal run road
Drunken and glad
Peering through the devilish fog
I looked into the the eyes of the devil
Run left, run right, there is no escape
Hovering from above

The two eyes of the wicked one
They stare down green
And wait, and wait
They stare down red
Such evil piercing my soul
And it makes me cry out:
"From whence have I come,
From where do I go?"

And every single second that escapes my breath
From every single second that dodges my bite
Bears down with full force and gnaws on my life

And to the evil eyes
Viewing through the pourous fog
I commend my sight

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Because It's There- II- by: unknown forgotten

In regards to everyone you don't know
They're the ones who will help me save all our souls
The lessons that so desperately need be learned;
The knowledge of such delicate formulas is held inside them
Soon, it will all be over with good luck
Because otherwise my words will never stop stuttering
Because otherwise I'll never outrun the jitterbug
I live because I am.
I have never figured out why I care to such precise extremity's.
Archive Masters- by: Unknown Forgotten

This is about the story of the Ghost, the Sun, the Unknown, the Forgotten, the Silent, the Enchanted, the Downlookers, the Onlookers, and the Lot of Losts
I held them all close to my heart
I reveled in their beauty
Each contributing such a necessary part
And now and only now do I realize
That they've molded me into what I have become
All their parts are virtually interchangeable
All so drastic and full of static
It's a shame, I've fought so hard so it woud not be dramatic

The Ghost taught me lessons I'll never forget
The Ghost still haunts me still and forever will
The Sun burned holes in my eyes and made me blind
The Sun gave me sight and stood me staring into the light
The Unknown reveled in self pity
The Unknown always knew who it was
The Forgotten never remembered who it was
The Forgotten understood that exemption made bliss
The Silent never told me anything ever
The Silent stood there and kept quiet to save its ass
The Enchanted gave me a reason to thrive
The Enchanted was a muse but has never broken the ice
The Downlookers looked down
The Downlookers walked and spreaded themselves over the earth
The Onlookers stood by only wanting to be bystanders
The Onlookers murmered and held hands with Downlookers
The Lot of Losts drowned in the ocean
The Lot of Losts held all the secrets and like sunken treasure will never be recovered

All so drastic and full of static
It's a shame, I've fought so hard so it woud not be dramatic
I could have learned something

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

The First Car Ever- by: unknown forgotten

I was driving the first car ever
I was driving it real fast
She said "Slow down or we'll break records
Records that have never been made."
That was the last straw
So I dropped her off in New York and drove back home even faster
I saw you on the side of the street here over yonder
Call it the West Coast of the continent
"Looking good as ever," I said joyfully
And you were
Your smile was huge and you jumped in the passanger seat
We cruised the hillsides and valleys
Along the coast and forded rivers
"Let's make an agreement, a mutual agreement, shall we?" I said
We were rolling through the forest
Evergreens were moving by in all directions
"Let's just stay in this car, the first car ever, you and I, together."
You nodded and smiled again
The sun shined through the branches and a bald eagle hovered even higher
I turned on the radio and they played all our requests
Such a good evening in the first car ever made
We never even had to stop for gas

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Because It's There- by: unknown forgotten

I have things to say that don't involve anyone I know
But it's a necessary mission to help me erase
All the things that haunt my mind
And soon, or so I hope, it will all be over with good luck
Because otherwise my hands will never stop shaking
Because otherwise I'll never outrun the jitterbug
When the Buildings I'm In Crumble- by: unknown forgotten

I have such great devotion
I have nowhere to devote it
I could be King Kong
Or Superman
But I will not be susceptible to destruction
Along time ago I chose to not to allow you to be a victim
I chose not to crush the world, though I could have
Tell me you wouldn’t have wished otherwise
You can't, you won't, you don't know how

I have such great devotion
But I may have been wrong
Now you take sides with Godzilla
And walk holding the Joker's arm
I chose to become a citizen for your better good
But never did I think you would stand on the enemy's side

I have such great devotion
Now I am King Kong gone wild
And transformed into Bizarro Superman or some other super villain
Who falls to his death after a battle trivialized
He who is totally destroyed regardless of the circumstances
Tell me you would have wished otherwise

Friday, February 18, 2005

The Arbiter- by: unknown forgotten

He was deciding if he should wait for something bad to happen
Or if he should go ahead and make something bad happen to himself

He could make you run home crying
Or he can bite his own tongue right off
Clench his jaw harder and listen to his teeth crack
And sit back once again, blood pressure rising
Every muscle in his body throbbing and pulsing
Wanting to thrust forward to stop you from falling into another trap
Or he could make you cry for a reason

He was deciding if he should remain arbitrary
Of if he should go ahead and make something happen
No matter if it's good or bad




The Arbiter lay eyes open for hours
He was deciding if the means even lead to the proper end
Or if the end was worth the hellstorm that the means could bring in between

And if he had an umbrella that would keep him free from raining fire

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

The problem is you would consume the world if you could
Lay waste to all the pathetic souls this world holds
You would reach out and turn the oceans red
And my problem is that's what I love about you

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

The Ending Makes You Cry- by: unknown forgotten

If you think hard enough
You know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough
Stronger than I
Then I will be slain at the swipe of your claws

In the forest of blood
Can I look you in the face?
Where the trees cry for mercy
And the moon shudders at the thought
Of all the destruction that is about to be brought

I transform into a beast that is vicious and hard to beat
But you mutate into something that is unstoppable at best
You'd devour yourself if you could
But alas you feed on the the flesh of those that come close
Razor claws on your fingers
Jagged sharp teeth slimy with salivation
Protruding from your elongated jaw

If you think hard enough
You know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough
Stronger than I
Then I will be slain at the swipe of your claws

But if you think hard enough
You will know what I'll have to say
And if you react strong enough and dearly
You'll see there is nothing to defeat
You'll realize I won't put up a fight
And there you decide if I will be slain innocently
And there on that mark
You will or will not be held blameless