Wednesday, July 30, 2003

untitled - by: .... ......

Helplessy hoping
Her harlequin hovers nearby,
Awaiting a word.
Gasping at glimpses of gentle true spirit
He runs, wishing he could fly.
Only to trip at the sound of goodbye.
Wordlessly watching he waits by the window,
And wonders at the empty place inside.
Heartlessly helping himself to her bad dreams,
He worries,
Did he hear a goodbye?
Or even hello?
They are one person,
They are two alone,
They are three together,
They are for each other.
Stand by the stairway,
You'll see something certain
To tell you confusion has its cost
Love isn't lying its loose in a lady who lingers,
Saying she is lost,
And choking on hello.
They are one person,
They are two alone,
They are three together,
They are for each other.
Of Daylight Turning- by: .... ......

Breathing in the morning mist
Only during the night
Breathing in- I'm breathing in you
Left with sincere silence
You came and leave
My daylight turning

Follow your infinite trail
Meet me at the end
Where daylight slips behind the moon
And I'll be waiting
Surrounded by softly swooning silence
To keep you

Stars become more beautiful to me
Intruiging during dusk
Quickly disappearing
Faintly their shine falls into your eyes
Where I am drown
Only to disappear when daylight turns

I can't help but wonder
Where my stars end up
When darkness fades
And I can't help but worry
Where I will end up
When daylight slips by behind the moon
And I'm surrounded by the familiar sincere silence
And alone with my daylight turning
Where Are You?- by: unknown forgotten

Terror under your skin
It's what it's there for

Sends shivers down your spine
When you find there's nothing coming true

When there's nothing coming to you
It quakes your body like you're cold

Bumps appear on your skin
And your heart picks up the beat

When things go from good to bad
Your hair stands on edge

Terror under your skin
It is what it's here for

To remind you there's nothing coming true
When your hands become clamy and cold

Your lips quaver in fear
When there's nothing coming to you

I Don't Remember That- by: unknown forgotten

well I dozed off into an uncontrollable day dream
what happened within were visions that never should have been seen

It happens all the time
The first time it happened
Was on a saturday in the park
I think it was the fourth of July

I don't quite understand this
But there was something more meaningful
...I think

I dozed off in to an unstoppable day dream
A lucid dream awake
Everything was out of proportion
And continued day after day

It lasts for all eternity
The mind wanders off
Never to come back
The body continues on

well I dozed off
and now I dream when I'm awake

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

Such a Blessed Sinner- by: unknown forgotten

When I was baptized as a child I didn't let my trigger hand go under the water
And my left hand had its fingers crossed

I keep a bible taped to the barrel of my gun
So the bullet that kills you will be blessed

I'll drain your blood and sacrafice you
Like the an animal in the old testament

I promised my heart to god
But sold my soul to satan

I'm a merciless killer
But I always repent

I'll steal from the rich and give to myself
As long as I tithe ten percent

Saturday night's I'll be stalking the streets
Sunday morning I be praying to god

And when I die
Who knows where I'll go
Because I'm playing both odds


Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Flashback- by: unknown forgotten

We were just standing there
And I walked away
And think of all the things I miss

It's like a town with no name
Or a shoe with no lace
A man with no face
A heart with no pain
A picture with no frame
A bouquet with no vase
A theif with no chase
A ball with no game
A sun with no flame
A road with no lane
A stride with no pace
A structure with no brace
A lawyer with no case
A gimp with no cane
A shot with no aim
A hurricane with no rain

It's about all the little things I miss
You were just standing there
And I walked away
You never left my mind
You keep me mezmerized

And here I am in this other state
Indescribable; Far away
MIssing you; Across border lines
In this other state of mind, in another place

And then you find me here
All lost in a maze
Of concious collective thought
With no ability to pray

It's not to say I don't miss you
It's not to say go away
It's more like I love you
And I never want to leave you again




Relive- by: unknown forgotten

Getting up
Living dead
Early morning
Evil at dawn
Open my eyes
Be reborn
Stare into the sun
Wander the street
Another day
Another life
Eat breakfast
Eat human flesh
Go to work
Destroy the world
Come home
Return to the grave
Go back to bed
Return another day
Us Bastards Can't Learn- by: unknown forgotten

These white lights
And toxic fumes
Clouds of mushrooms
Something is unsure
But we can't learn!
We make the poisoned drink
We make you drink it
These big tanks
Advancing flanks
And scandalous banks
Something is unsure
But we're all fake!
We'll pay for your dinner
But you can't eat it
These seismic waves
Corporate slaves
Intentional graves
Something is unsure
But we can't learn!
We'll give you slop in a bowl
But we get to keep your soul

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

The Gift of Smarts- by: unknown forgotten

Out of the clear blue sky
The thundering crack rained
Lightning leaping from nothing
Connecting with his head
Zapping into his brain

The tale of an ordinary man
A normal man with no special plight
Until that unordinary day
When he was sruck by heaven's light

He now knew everything there is
It had given him the gift of smarts
Ask him any question whatsoever
Like "Why bologne has a funny name?"
He would tell all, and why it was so and so's fault

He made millions within a week
There was nothing he didn't know
He thought he was on the top of the world
Until one child asked him a question
Where he took the biggest blow

"How did the lightning make you smarter?"
Asked the curious little boy
And the moral of the story is:
We'll just never know
The Tale of an Insomniac One Unrestless Night- by: unknown forgotten

My eyes peered at the cieling
My mind wandered up to its massive white plane
Clearing all thoughts, I could not leave one thought
I couldn't get to sleep that night

It was 2:41am
I had watched the last 3 hours pass by
I kept on wishing someone would kill me right then
I kept on saying I'd rather be dead

She layed next to me silent as stone
She hadn't moved a muscle
My body was so full of energy
I thought I was going to explode

I wanted to get up and run around
I wanted to toss and turn
Instead I lay silently, motionless
Sweat forming on my brow

Every muscle in my body twitched
I couldn't keep hold of my thoughts
It felt like it was 100 degrees
I was burning up

The air was so silent!
I was losing my mind!
I lept from the bed
And ran swiftly outside

The air was cool and refreshing
I calmed myself down a bit
Finally gathered all my thoughts
And went back to bed
Where I layed, for another hour or so...

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

What Friends Are For- by: unknown forgotten

We dove deeper into more devious plans
But nothing worked so well but wearing black masks
We were too drunk to drive
So we ran through the night

Our feet pounded away on the concrete beneath
Are motions awkward
Our minds trailing off
Each step we took, took us closer to success

Inside the neon lights flickered wildly about
The air was stiff and cold
The place barren, except a lonely clerk
As the automatic doors slid slowly open to let us in

We pounced him with fists like bullets
Broke open the register and took all the cash
Grabbed a pack or two of smokes
And hit the road running once again

Sirens shouted through the night
We dodged through yards, alleys, and parking lots
At every turn there was the black and whites
Spinning red and blue lights

I ran into a random house
The family's picture was on the mantle
I sat silently as they slept in their beds
And waited for the police to clear the area

The bag of money felt heavy in my hand
My palms were sweaty
It was hard to realize what had just happened
I counted the money on the table
It was just what we needed

2 days later we went to the courthouse
Briefcase of cash in hand
Paid my best friends' bail
And it was his first time out in a month

He didn't ask how we got the money
He didn't even look us in the eyes
He just murmered softly "Thanks."
And we were all on our seperate ways.